I grumbled to myself as I walked along the hall . It's break time now .. so I'll be meeting kyungsoo now at the back of the school as always in the park .
Her annoying voice was still in my ear and I sighed at it.
Girls.
My frown faded when i saw kyungsoo sitting on the grass listening to his own music while sorting a few papers he was moving his lips probably along the lyrics I discoverd that he had a lot of songs but not like the popular students all the same , his songs were songs you wouldn't have known even existed. Only a few he had that everyone knows and mostly they are old then. I guess the new style of music didn't catch him but me neither .
,, Justin bieber ?" I joked sitting down in front of him and he smiled taking his headphones out .
,, Bruno mars, peanut .. and i told you I just like 'boyfriend' and 'love yourself' from him "
,, yeah yeah whatever ..
what are you doing ?" I looked over the at least 5 mountains of papers .
,, i'm sorting my maths .. into different categories .. like unimportant and important.. difficult and easy and medium and-" he explained and explained but I found myself just watching his face as he focused on the papers now and then smiling up at me again before he frowned as he probably had lost a paper or forgot which papers meant what .
As always I had challenged myself to find a spot on his face which didn't look as good as the rest ..
I blinked to myself snapping me out of it . God I sound like a teenage bitch crushing on the football star .ew .
Ever since the day we had this little fight about his bullying . I had watched him Even more carefully . I studied his schedule to know when he was alone for the bullying and made sure to always be ready and go between if something happens. Im not trying to sound like a fucking bodyguard or something but ...
I just don't like that He doesn't even defend himself at least a little, he is just taking it without doing anything and I know it hurts him.
This was why people get bullied, because they don't defend themselves, which i dont understand .. most people dont defend themselves because they are too weak shy, or scared but kyungsoo ...
it's like he wants it. He always tried not to get mad at me after I defend him. He tried to play it off and all but I know that he's slightly pissed at me for saving his ass and I don't get that .
He acts like we never even talked about this too. as much as I hate to admit It. It worried me .
And then there's the whole .. his mother mystery his mother should've returned like 2 days ago but she didn't. And he doesn't act worried at all as if it was normal .
His big eyes suddenly rose and I returned to reality when someone sat down besides me .
,, heeyyy " oh no .,, ew "she moved away again and I watched as she sat down disgustingly close to kyungsoo
,, oh my gosh you are so cute .. I just saw you smile from over there and its soo squishy" she pointed to where she was coming from .
,, t-thanks " he was blushing a little to himself and I growled on the inside what the fuck is she doing here again .
,, what do you want again? Didn't I tell you to leave me alone ?"
,, you know her ?" Kyungsoo looked puzzled at me and I swollowed looking at her . He doesn't need to know that girls were still hanging on me like annoying little bugs .
,, ofcorse he does " she smiled
,, right jongin ? you're the guy who keeps fucking my sister "
Kyungsoos smile fell a little and I stared at him as he turned back to me.
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
