Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)

Chapter 49 : All is right

Another few weeks have passed, we went to school and I forced kyungsoo to say no to the job offer and he did I guess because he realized he didn't want to be working in a place where his mother and brother had worked at to constantly be reminded of their death and I didn't want him to either. The guys from his mother's working were still appearing now and then and I know they scared him to death .

We would now and then return to his old flat and get the important things out and the unimportant things selled or thrown away to clean the flat for when he finally moved out .

We were currently repainting the walls . I took a lot of photos from the drawings everywhere knowing how much they had meant to kyungsoo .
It was obviously hard for him to just paint it over and I knew from just by hearing his voice how he fought against crying out .

I hugged him gently to my side and he sniffled blinking his tears away.
,, what if she comes back and I'm gone "

I sighed looking down at him
,, then it's her own fault for leaving in the first place "

,, but shes my mother ... and what about dray? What if he returns and can't find me "  I actually didn't know what to say to that .. I told my mother about his situation and everything that had happened and she told me to tell him since he had to know .. he woùld find out eventually .

But whenever I was about to tell him he had looked at me with his huge eyes like a child
who's dreams I would crush .. I just couldn't do it .

,,  we could come back here weekly after we visit your dad at the graveyard? What about that ?" He sniffed again whipping over his eyes before he nodded at me hopeful .

I'm honestly Hoping she would keep her ass far away after what she had done to him, sending her own son to a job like this and stealing his money when she knew how Important it was to him for that he was sick .

,, let's get this done " I told him gently as I handed him the brush and he smiled sadly, taking it slowly in his hand .

I knew it would be best if he started this, if he made the first move when it was obviously important and hard for him.

And when he started, covering the painting up with white I soon joined him bringing the paint brush to the wall and pulling it over it .

I was realy hoping kyungsoo could move past all this because ever since he moved into my house my mum and I.. Well we were still fighting but more and more it felt like we were actually normal . I realized that I didn't hate life as much as I used to . I felt good waking up in the morning to have either an arm around him or him acting asleep so he could cuddle into me .

I didn't hate the days anymore ..
And they didn't seem dark and boring , grey and annoying or painful. They seemed bright... enjoyable I guess ..

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Drip

Drip

Drip

I rose my head at the sound standing at the doorway of an old room .dirty and wasted. It was realy cold but I didn't feel like freezing when all I could focus on or hear was the dripping noises .