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It was dark when I woke up to a whinning .. no a whimpering .soft yet desperate carrying fear witth it.
It was in the middle of the night whaaat the he'll was going on .
I turned on the bed releasing a sigh once I faced the other side .
It was quite hot as well so I decided to remove the blanket .But right when I did something pulled the blanket further away. I wanted to not mind but then he had to open his mouth and I realized that it was him ...
,, l-le.. mh.. s'op.. "
I turned around again blinking through my dry eyes to get a better view in the darkness .
I didn't need to see clearly to notice how his form was trembling under the blanket he cuddled and coverd himself with .his legs pulled closer to himself as he clung to the staffs on the hospital bed.
,, hey " I called him still being too sleepy to keep my eyes open for longer But he didn't respond so I sat up rubbing over my face and reaching out for my phone
5:55 am
Well we went to sleep around 3 ..
I don't even know we were just watching this stupid children show and got addicted to it .
Pororo , it was basically a baby show .
Funny how we ended up watching so many episodes into the night .
He whispers again clenching the plastic staff tighter and moving closer to it as if to hide himself from something .. But what ? Or who?
,, kyungsoo "
I shock his shoulder and when he still showed no sign of noticing me . I shock him a little more .finally he ended up crawling under the blanket. Whinning at me .
,, are you awake now ?"
He didn't answer and I soon heard a sniffling come from him ..
Was he crying? .Why ? I'm not good with making people feel better .all I could was make them feel worse .so I wasn't sure how to handle this sort of situation ,, .. you ok?"
He nodded under the blanket enough for me to see it . And I swallowed awkwardly . What a stupid question ofcorse he wasn't ok . What's wrong with me . He probably had a nightmare that shock him to death .
,, do you need something to drink or anything ?" He didn't answer so I reached out slightly for the blanket to move it away .
He instantly defended it ripping it out of my hands again turning more away .,, d-dont! ..D-dont touch me.." his voice was so shaky I could tell he was still crying .
But what was i suppose to do . I could go and hug him or something but what does it mean when I can't feel comfortable doing it myself it will just make it worse .
As terrible as it sounds, I just turned away again listening to his failed attempts of hiding his sniffles . All night .
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It was a long night with bearly any sleep but the worst thing was listening to him . I guess he fell asleep a few more times . But every time I came to close my own eyes I awoke by his flinching or whimpering. I've noticed him having nightmares before but this night was the worst of them all. It made me wonder what terrified him so much . I was thinking it was either the attack or an abuse .
The old bruises he had even before.
I don't think the attack was the reason for his night terrors . There's something else .
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Intoxic Dose (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*?completed?* (( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension )) Merely a punk . That's all I was, an idiot telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the dr...
