Drunk Love - A Rob Gronkowski Fanfiction.

Chapter 65

I felt a cold hand go across my face and I opened my eyes to see Cara sitting in front of me. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked around and noticed that Noah wasn't in here.

"Where's Noah?" I asked her.

"He left to go see Tyler and Lucas. Sydney, we have to have a serious talk."

I scoffed. "I know, I'm a shitty person for doing this. I know. I already talked to Noah about it."

"It's not even about that Syd. It's about you and Noah personally. I don't fucking care what you do with your life, but just know that Noah truly does love you. He literally didn't even want to leave you even though I was here. I know you guys have had some ups and downs, but in all honesty, how many guys do you know that'll take care of you like this? Literally none."

"Is that what Noah said to you or are you just saying that because you're Cara."

"Noah really does like you and you know that. I know how you're feeling right now with Rob and honestly Syd, he's getting married in the next hour. You need to stop trying to get him to be more involved with Lucas. If he really wanted to, he would have already did it. I'm sorry I have to say this, but Lucas has a great guy in his life already and that's Noah. I just think you guys should try things out again and see how it goes. He's changed a lot in the last year and a half and I know you see it. You're a great girl. You're almost 23 and you have two amazing sons and a guy that loves every ounce of you." She said as she wiped a tear from my face.

"I truly do love Noah too. I'm just super scared to do anything about it because I don't want us to end up like the old us. Like what if he leaves Tyler and I again, what am I going to do? My dad's gonna say "I told you so." and then laugh in my face about it. I don't want that to happen and that's what scares me."

"Well that's not going to happen. If he wanted that to happen, it would have happened already. I know it's scary but you have to listen to your heart more and not what your mind tells you to do. Let's be honest, Noah makes you happy and Rob doesn't. You tell him you love him and he does the same, but he'll hook up with you and go back home with his fiancé. He has cheated on you and all of his other girlfriends that he's had since you've known him, what makes you think that that isn't going to happen if you guys get into a serious relationship and stop fighting constantly? I don't want to be rude or upset you, I just want you to realize that you're literally a high quality girl that deserves so much more than that in life."

I huffed before getting up and looking at myself in the mirror. I took a sip of my water before taking my sunglasses off and fixing my makeup by just wiping certain parts of it off that got messed up.

Cara stood next to me and I looked at her. I smiled and gave her a long hug because I truly needed that conversation.

"Syd, you know I love you right?"

"I love you too, thank you so much."

She hesitated. "Don't get mad at me for this, but how much coke did Noah buy?" She smiled, and then laughed a little.

"Bitch seriously." I smiled.

"Do you think he'd notice?" She asked.

I nodded. "Yeah, but honestly, I don't care. I honestly need it because I need to be happy again."

We did what we did and she grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the bathroom and upstairs to Robs room. I feel on too of the world and I know Cara hasnt done this in a couple years. I had a huge smile on my face before walking into the room and being greeted by my beautiful son.

"Mommy do you feel better?"

"Yeah, I do. How was your ice cream?" I asked.

"It was good."