A/N:
So I've been debating with myself whether to put this chapter here or in #BT because of the theme and how their conversation would go.
I know that I have very young readers here and the subject of pre-marital sex and contraception has been sort of a taboo topic for kids to read but who am I kidding, it's 2018. Our moral compasses have changed.
My 11-year old would even shrug and tell us to call a condom a condom or a clitoris a clitoris because he knows what they are from school so instead of learning about the other stuff from strangers on the internet, we give him a guided talk of the birds and the bees.
Passion is defined as a strong and barely controllable emotion and it is something that inevitably comes with loving someone which is why consciously or not, harot has always become a part of my stories.
But if one must harot, one must do so wisely and responsibly.
So, yeah, we're doing this here. 😉 I will try to hold back as much as I can on the explicit language. Kids, please look beyond the scene and take the more important lessons with you.
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I could sense the same eagerness from you as you entwined your fingers in my hair and kissed me back. The pent-up passion was undeniable as our breaths grew heavier and sharper and our kiss deepened. I guess three days of having each other close and holding back on doing the deed and touching each other in any way that would lead to it just amplified our desire.
Two torturous weeks of that pregnancy scare led us to the decision of holding out on doing the deed while we waited for your scheduled appointment with your OB for your birth control implant and the delivery of the condoms that I covertly had to order online. Although you were already on the pill, there was always the risk of forgetting and it was because of it that we were in that situation in the first place. The implants were a more effective way.
Abstinence is after all the simplest yet most effective way to prevent an unplanned pregnancy but it was something that proved to be very difficult, almost impossible to do. With the intensity of our love for each other, suppressing our passion would be like trying to contain a nuclear reactor in bubble wrap.
But now, you figured it out so there's really no need to hold back, right?
Your arms tightened around my shoulders as I lifted you up and you wrapped your legs around my hips, kissing me with as much passion, confirming my theory that you missed me just as much as I yearned for you. I sat on the side of the bed and you straddled me.
"Wait..." You gasped for air when I finally let go of your mouth to press my lips on the base of your neck and start gently sucking on your skin. "I have to tell you what I figured out."
"Mmm... yes..." I groaned as I slipped my hand under your shirt and felt the soft skin of your waist. I'm pretty sure I wanted to listen to how we would go about the extra protection we would use to avoid an unplanned pregnancy but my passion was already taking over me. I missed you so much and the more I have of you to more I craved.
My hands crept up your sides to their heavenly destination, your mounds. "Makinig ka muna." You said as you pushed my shoulders away but the effort was so weak, I doubted if you actually meant it.
"Mmm... oo. Nakikinig po." I whispered as I traced wet kisses along your jaw.
"RJaaaay... ano baaa..." Your protest sounded more like a moan than anything so I did not exactly stop.
"Sorry, Love. Sobrang na-miss kita eh." I moaned as my lips made their way down your neck to your chest.
"Richard Faulkerson Jr! Stop." You spoke with a firmer tone which made look up. I stopped when I saw the little frown on your face but I wasn't entirely discouraged.
I held your eyes with mine and smiled as I cupped your cheeks. "I'm sorry." I sighed and pressed a light kiss on your cheek then gently rubbed my nose on your skin. "Nakikinig ako promise. I just... I can't stop touching you or kissing you." I whispered and leisurely trailed soft kisses on your forehead then your eyes, your nose, your chin and the side of your lips.
You sighed contentedly and leaned your body against mine. "Okay. Don't stop. Mmm... Basta nakikinig ka ha?"
"Promise." I smiled as you craned your neck to allow access to my little kisses.
"Okay so... while we're waiting. I downloaded an app that will monitor my cycle. I had one before pero this one daw is more effective coz it adjusts the cycle to whatever I input. Mas effective yun na guide natin." You explained as I slowly raised your shirt.
"Good. Guide for what, Love?" I asked as I caressed your sides and kissed your shoulder.
"Alam mo yun for when we can do it with less kaba and not. On fertile days, we need to abstain muna talaga pero on safe days, careful pa din naman pero at least pwede na pull out lang muna habang wala pa yung implant ko at wala pa din yung orders mo." You continued to explain as I lifted your shirt over your head.
I paused after I took your shirt off to look into your eyes. "Perfect plan, Love. So what day is today?" I asked.
You smirked then bit your lip as your fingers slowly caressed the sides of my neck. You leaned closer until your lips were against mine. "Safe day." You whispered as your lips brushed with mine.
"Yes!" I grinned while you giggled when I quickly lifted my hips and laid you on the bed as I rolled on top of you.
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Unbeta'ed and not proofread. Thank you for reading.
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