Make A Wish

Chapter 32

Jason's pov

Should I tell Sierra? I don't know. Would she believe me? I'm kind of nervous about the whole thing. "Jason! You're burning it!" Sierra gasps from behind me, making me jump and drop the pan. I was making pancakes when my mind started to wander. "Are you alright?" "I... Uh yeah." She looks worried. "You've been out of it all morning. What's up?" The bus whirls around and Kim and Theo run out to catch it. "Love you guys!" I call. "Love you too!" Kim shouts waving at the door. I smile. "Jase, please talk to me." Sierra says. "There's nothing to talk about. I've just got a lot on my mind and wasn't paying attention." "I... I'm sorry. I was just... Worried." Shit. "I'm sorry too Sierra. I'm sick of this anger bullshit. Once it's outta my system, I know I won't be like that." "I know. How... How much longer do you think?" "I don't got a clue." I say hugging her. Suddenly the dog starts barking, making me remember how pissed I got when Si told me she was pregnant again which instantly made me regret it. "What's that dog's name again?" "Blaze." I glance at him, barking at the wall. "What the hell is he barking at?" She mumbles. "I don't... Know." I suddenly wonder if it's her. Dogs can sense gh.... I mean spirits really well. I glance down at my girl. I'm still conflicted about this. Should I tell her or not. I'm a little frustrated too which I know is just a side effect of being addicted to those stupid pain pills. "I'm gonna go lay down hun." I head upstairs and lay down, staring at the ceiling, deep in thought. So many thoughts running through my head. I'm scared to tell her. What if she gets mad? I just don't know what to do.

Sierra's pov

I'm so worried about him. I head upstairs and stare at him lying in bed. He seems upset. I walk in and sit beside him. "How're you feeling?" "I'm fine." He says with a sigh. "Just got a lot on my mind." "Wanna talk about it?" He shakes his head and closes his eyes. "I'm here for you, you know that." I say putting a hand on his leg. "I know baby. But I... Just can't talk about it right now." I lay down beside him, wrapping my arms around the man I love. "I love you so much, Jason." "I love you too, baby." He whispers kissing my head.