This book is a follow on from 'Fallin 4 u'. This is basically about what happens after DeVante and Justine break of the engagement.
From a bestfriend, to someone you try to avoid for yours and their safety turns out wrong but gets better in the lon...
You know, I kind of feel bad that I'm secretly seeing Pac behind Kidada's back. I used to be in that position where niggas would bring bitches behind my back and snack on them. I feel like hypocrite because now I'm doing the same shit. It also makes me feel like some type of side bitch and I hate that title. It makes me seem like a hoe even though I haven't had sex with him since, not even any other nigga probably since June.
I wonder how Pac feels about Kidada because if he really loves Kidada, he needs to drop me because that's his main girl and I can't say nothing to that. Now if he doesn't, he really needs to tell her how he feels because I hate for when a girl falls over heels for a guy and he don't even love you like that.
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VMAS are tonight and I feel more happy than usual. I'm finally out of the wheelchair and I'm walking-well....kind of.....See I'm in crutches but still walking. I decided to go Wild with my crutches by crystallising them so they could go with my pink sheer crystallised dress. The dress is long so you won't be able to see my horrible leg cast. Anyways that's supposed to be removed but only replacing it with a shorter cast as my ankle is the only part that needs to heal up.
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Snoop but all the girls to shame with his hairstyle, he had more hair than all these girls that make a lot of money but can't get enough to get a product that can grow their hair......
On the other hand, Tupac was pimping in his grey suit and his gold jewellery.....let's not forget about his euphanasia chain that shone, nearly making my ass blind.
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I had to keep my focus on the cameras though, didn't want people thinking something was wrong with me if I continued to stare at him crazy.
Damn these photographers killing my vibe. The court case was like two weeks ago and they still asking me about.....like damn let a girl breathe.
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'Justine!' I heard a masculine voice from behind me
I was recently in the building so it was really crowded so I didn't know where the voice was coming from until I felt a tap. I lifted up my crutch a bit just in case someone crazy was calling my ass.
'Wow wow!' Ginuwine put his hands in surrender 'it's just me'
'Oh sorry, I thought you were somebody else' I laughed embarrassed
'It's cool it's cool' he laughed off 'I see you're looking healthy and everything, you look really pretty tonight' he complemented as I tried to hide my smile from him
'Awh Thank you, you don't look too bad yourself' I complemented back as he smiled
We stood there just admiring each others existence as we smiled. I don't know but I felt some sort of butterflies in my stomach which I've never thought I would receive from him before. Now I can't be falling in love with Tupac because then imma form a love triangle and I'm already in one.
'Umm.....Justine.....when I heard that you were hospitalised, I actually got sick, I thought I wouldn't see you again and to see my friend here balling and shit, it makes me happier each day' he confessed
Wow....a friend, he considers me as one, well I'm flattered!
'I'm so happy God let me live' I Said relived 'And I'm also happy that I have you as a friend to care about me' I smiled as I we embraced into a hug
It was shortly interrupted as I saw Tupac coming my way......
'OMG, there goes Pac' I said sarcastically
'Y'all still dating?' Ginuwine asked coming out of the hug
'Ye- no no no......we're better of as friends' I smiled but deep down I was feeling something else.....feeling guilt
'Wow!.....you look beautiful' Tupac gushed over my attire as he couldn't keep his eyes off me
'So do you Pac, so do you....' I joked looking down at him seductively
Nigga looked like one hundred bucks
'You cool G' Pac Said
'Yeah I'm cool' he said Pac
Is this the type of chat niggas have? Just a little hand shake and that's it.....damn men are boring
I went of to my seat put was pulled back by Pac. I knew this shit was gonna happen, this is the same shit he did when he never liked what I did around him.
'Why the hell you're doing?' He asked sternly
'What do you mean?' I asked confused but knew the fuck what he was talking about
'Don't play dumb with me, I saw you getting close with Ginuwine'
'Okay, So hugging Ginuwine and talking to him is a crime now' I said
'You know we kind of together.....' he trailed off
'Okay so check this, you and Kidada are together and everyone else thinks we still bestfriends so come back to me and start acting like a man when you are able to know who you really love because I ain't really down with this cheating shit now' I said walking off
I'm glad he never called me back or ran after me because he needed that time to think about the decisions he making
