The Aftermath

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Present day 2018:
Justine

I look back at all the things I've been through, from a little girl to a grown 47 year old women today.

I've been poor.....
I've been picked on......
I've been cheated.......
I've been controlled.......
I've been abused.......
I've been assaulted......
I've been arrested......
I've been shot......
I've lost people I've loved......(R.I.P.) Kadafi, you'll never been forgotten
I've received threats......
I've had days where I didn't want to be here, nearly losing everyone and everything I've have.

One of thing I nearly lost was the one man that could've been gone from me 22 years ago is still here with me today.

Remember when them doctors said he wouldn't be able to make it......well he's still here, living his best life. Two beautiful children, Brie-Ella who is 21, following in her father's footsteps doing movies and maybe a little bit of rapping. She like her daddy as well so if she have and opinion on stuff, she ain't afraid to express it. My baby girl Nyla-Janaé who is fifteen still in school studying as hard as she can. Now Nyla looks more of me but she loves her books, she loves reading, just like her daddy did. She messing around with diddy's son's though which I don't like due to the age gap they have. She think I don't know but I know......

I just wanna say thank you that we are free from all drama and when I saw 'we' I mean me and Pac, we are able to come out the house safe with not thinking someone gon' kill us, I've managed to come of the guilt I suffered from back then when I thought I was the reason why Pac got shot and all the negativity is all behind us.....we now call them haters and fake friends.

'Nyla, go call your dad that and your sister that it's dinner' I told her

'Why can't you call them?'she asked with attitude

Now I need to remember that Nyla has that stank attitude....

'Ask another question and I swear you'll wish you didn't try me' I threatened her

'Dang' I heard her mutter under her breath as she got up from the sofa

'Hmm.....what's that smell' I heard Pac

'Well.....' I said all happy as he grabbed me around my waist kissing my cheek

'Ew man we eating, do that somewhere else' Brie made a face

'Y'all should be grateful to us man, this how y'all were brought on this earth' I said to gross them out

'Look, I'm out' I could sense Nyla getting up

'I'm right behind you' Brie said

Awh.....I love showing my affection with Pac in front of them.....

He always gon' be my best friend even if we are husband and wife.....

The end