This book is a follow on from 'Fallin 4 u'. This is basically about what happens after DeVante and Justine break of the engagement.
From a bestfriend, to someone you try to avoid for yours and their safety turns out wrong but gets better in the lon...
'Ohhh Damn I don't feel so good' I said to myself as I was coming down the stairs
I felt sharp pains coming from my stomach now and again but it was like it would come and go in a quick flash, they weren't that serious though that I would have to be in labour by now.......I think.
I finished walking the flight of stairs as I was heading to the kitchen to get some food to eat but my journey was cut short.
I stopped right where the sofa was as I felt something trickle between my legs. It started to get more wetter realising my water just broke.
'No this can't be happening, the baby wasn't supposed to be due til next week' I said to myself
I walked over to the phone so I could call Tupac but he didn't answer it. The phone dropped out my hand as I felt a excruciating pain in my stomach and this time it lasted for some time.
WOW I thought I was going to rip of the material if the sofa!
The phone started to ring and it made me scream as the ringing in my ears started to hurt my head.
'Hello' I heard from him
'Pac' I started to breathe 'I think I'm- I think I'm- I'm having a AAAAAGGGGGGGGGG!' I screamed out in agony
'Shit!' I heard him mutter under his breath 'I'll be-'
'NO JUST CALL AN AMBULANCE TO MY HOUSE!' I screamed out
'Are you sure?' He asked
I could tell from his tone he was panicking!
'I'll be fine, just calluptheothers' I joined the last words together quickly as I felt the pain coming again
'Okay be safe, I love you' Pac Said before he cut the phone of
.......
'No Justine, I want you to push, push as hard as you can' the doctor instructed me
I might as well die now to be honest.....
I gripped onto Tupac's hand tightly as I could feel pain coming through, my mom was on the other side of me as well. I closed my eyes tightly shut as I started to take deep breaths. I felt pain from everywhere in my body as I began to push for the first time.
You know when you are constipated, it felt just like that but worse......I don't even remember if they gave me epidural or not because the amount of pain I was feeling, man I couldn't even describe it!
'No take a deep breath and push' the doctor instructed me again
I don't know how many times I was pushing, but I could feel the baby coming out.
'Okay, you are nearly there, give this push your all' she said once more
Don't have to tell me twice......
I gripped on tighter then ever before both on my mom and Tupac's hand. I took a massive deep breath then pushed.
To be honest, I didn't even notice the baby was out until I heard crying. My whole body was so numb, I was so tired.
'It's a girl!' The doctor cheered
Well I know that but oh well......
I finally opened my eyes and they were flooding with tears. I couldn't believe I just pushed out a little bundle of joy and gave her life.
I turned my head to Pac as he looked nervous as fuck, especially when he got to cut the umbilical cord.....finna make a grown man cry you know, bless him.
They wrapped the baby up in a blanket and handed her over to me. I swear I was crying, Pac was crying, my mom was crying, that got me thinking, where the hell is everybody?
'WHAT DID WE MISS!' I heard Mary's loud ass bust open the door with the others
'Awhhhhh Imma be an auntie!' Sira squealed looking at the child
'She's so cute!' Jennifer gushed
'What you going to name her?' Mary asked
'Oh shoot, what we gon' name her?' I asked Pac
'I've always liked the name Star' he said
'Star Shakur?' I looked at him dumb 'that's a strippers name and I'm not having my girl being a stripper, taken advantage of, you really wanna get beat don't you?'
'Justine I didn't even think of it that way' he raised his hands
'Hmm, you better not be or we gonna be having words after I'm out' I warned him
'Ohh what about Harper.....no what about Trina......uh uh Violet.....Kayla.....Jayda.....Nah girl I like the name Kiera......Deja......'
I was just zoning out the names that people were suggesting and I just thought to myself what I would loved to name my child. Don't get me wrong, the names are nice but they just need to shut the fuck up!
'Brie-Ella' I said
'Huh?' Everyone stopped to hear what I said
'What about Brie-Ella' I said louder again
'Brie-Ella Shaniya Shakur?' Tupac looked at me waiting for approval
'Yes, I love that name' I smiled back at him
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Brie-Ella Shaniya Shakur Born: Thursday 15th June 1997
