The Aftermath

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Writers POV:

It's the third day everyone was at the hospital, after all the surgeries and Justine being in deep sleep.

It brought to everyone's attention that Justine and the baby is okay but what really started to think about is how Tupac gon' take the news that he's the father. No one has told him yet, they already know he gon be pissed at her knowing she pregnant and let others tell him instead of her. Imagine them telling him he the father instead of Justine telling him?.....

Justine was going home today, she was on a wheelchair as she was unable to walk, due to the pain in the side of her stomach.

Mary bought her out and all eyes were on her but her eyes were on Tupac. She knew she couldn't hide it and she had a feeling that he already knew.

She stared into his eyes as they got glossy. She knew she really fucked up and she felt sorry. Some part of her said thought if she told him earlier, she won't be in this predicament. She wouldn't have to lock herself out from people, she wouldn't have to feel less and she would be less afraid if he was by her side.

Pac didn't know what the hell was going on with Justine so just do see her like this, he thought he didn't do a lot to protect her. He knew where she was staying but felt unwanted, reasons why he never visited her the first time.

November 1996:
Justine

'Why didn't you tell me?' He asked

'I'm sorry' I looked down

'I could've protected you' he said

'I know but that would've been so much stress for you' I told him

'Stress, What do you mean?' He laughed slightly

He don't know as yet.....

'Pac you know how I'm pregnant......I'm three months......with your child' I whispered at the end

'What?' He asked

'I know I should've told you earlier but I was scared' I started to panic

'No no not that' he said 'what did you say at the end?'

OMG!

'Pac, you know I love you, right' he nodded ' it might not seem that I do but  I know that I love you. Remember my birthday.....after my birthday when we went back to my place, we did things and it looked like we didn't use any protection and it turns out that the baby is....is yours' I started to cry

He looked like he was going to get upset but upset because I didn't tell him earlier.

'I'm so sorry' I apologised

'Why are you sorry?' He asked

'I could've killed this baby because I ain't tell you, I knew I had these death threats coming my way and my stupid ass thought it was a good idea to walk in the dark by myself after kadafi warned me to stay indoors and the girls wanted to come with me but what I do, I ignored them'

'Death threats, since when?' He acted shocked

'I've been getting them ever since you got shot, they've been targeting me and Kadafi because he knows he tried to kill you and because I'm really close with you, they wanna target me' I said as he muttered something under his breath 'what did you say?'

'Oh, Nothing' he responded 'why do you like to blame things on yourself?'

'What do you mean, isn't all of this my fault?' I asked

'Stop it'

'Stop what?'

'You're going to damage yourself' he told me

'I am already damaged, look at me' I said plainly

'No these are mistakes and lessons' he said 'all these things that happened to you, you are never going to regret because in a few days, weeks, months or even years, you would thank all the struggles that happened to you today, make you a better person in the future'

'You see how long I gotta wait!' I whined

'No, your making a start, we weren't talking like this, we didn't want nothing to do with each other and now we can connect like we used to' he said

'Yeah.....I know' I trailed off

'I'm just so glad you and our baby are okay, coulda scared a nigga' he said laughing a bit

'You got me scared too?' I laughed 'why can't we be like this more often?'

'You shut me out' he said

'I ain't mean too' I said

'Hmm.....Imma be moving back to New York with you' he said

'New York, what about your girl' I asked

'Why you care, you don't like her' he said

'TUPAC!'

'Calm down, Imma sort her out, I ain't really feeling her no more' he said

'You just noticing that, like everyone could see that since you even got with her' I said

'I wanted to experience but obviously she didn't compare to you' he said

What he mean by that?