The Aftermath

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November 1996:
Justine

What the hell is that?.......

I rushed upstairs into my bedroom to beep out the window to see who it was because these threats, I can't be opening these doors to just anyone. I tugged at the curtains and I saw Mary, Jennifer and Faith outside my with their suitcases.

Why the hell are they here, I didn't tell them to come visit!

I opened up my window 'WHY THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS HERE!' I shouted

'WELL IF YIU PICKED YOUR DAMN PHONE UP, WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO SNEAK UP ON YOUR ASS LIKE THIS!' Faith shouted

'Y'ALL AIN'T COMING IN SO THAT WAS A WASTE OF TIME SHOWING UP!' I shouted before nearly locking the window

'COME ON MAN, PAC'S LOSING IT!' Mary tried to persuade me

Never thought Mary would talk to me after I got rude to her for no reason.

I thought a minute of what she said, Pac's losing it, I should've known that shit was going to happen but because I was so busy focusing on myself and pushing people out of my life, I forgot what was important.

I closed the window and ran slowly down the stairs so I could open the door for them.

'I'm sorry' I said open it

'It's okay girl' Mary said

'No, I'm really really sorry, I'll locked y'all out, everyone and I thought I was doing fine but no I was-'

'Girl it's all cool, let's get inside in case some real shit start to pop off' I ushered them all in

'Umm guys, what's that y'all got in your hands?' I asked confused

'It's got the baby' they all cheesed

'I'm two months, y'all don't even know the gender of the baby as yet' I cracked a smile

'So?' Jennifer said as it was no deal

'Girl we should be more surprised that you' Mary said

'Has is all worried thinking you were dead, thank God you picked up Kadafi's call.....anyways why just his' Faith looked curious

'He peeped me a message and it was important' I said

'So our messages weren't important?' Mary started to get petty

'....Um I'm sorry' I made up an excuse

'Hmm....anyways we need to talk, like serious y'all' she changed the subject

'Damn I ain't even ask, y'all want anything to drink?' I tried to get away from the situation

I have a feeling Pac mad at me, I just don't wanna talk about it.....really I just wanna catch up with the girls to get things off of my mind.

'Girl sit down, we have food with us anyways, we cool' Faith said

'Well my ass is hungry, what y'all got? I've been craving hot wings for some time' I said

I dunno why but that's would usually be Tupac's food he would eat mostly.....damn I don't eat that often.

'We can go out later to get that, but we've got some other stuff' Jennifer said as I sighed

We started munching on all sorts of food, mostly me because I gotta eat for the baby but they just simply had to ruin it by bringing Tupac up.

'Girl when you gonna tell him?' Mary asked making the whole place silent

'......I don't plan too' I said quietly getting nervous

'What do you mean you don't plan too, this really gon' piss him of Justine' Jennifer said

'I just don't wanna talk about it' I got up

'Why, why don't you not wanna talk about it, is it because he's gonna hate you after this? Is it because he's got a girl and he's gonna deny it?' Mary Rose her voice 'Moreover, when you gonna come and visit him, he's losing it'

'I don't know' I sat back down sighing 'like how bad is he, I thought he should be healing?' I asked

'That's what everybody thought but-'

'But it's my fault' My eyes got wider as I started to realise

'No, it's not your-'

'Yeah it is' I interrupted Mary 'if it wasn't my fault, why can't he heal properly?' I questioned

'He misses you, but it's hard for him to see that as he's....he's'

'He's What?!' I asked eagerly

'He's close to not having anything to do with you' Mary confessed

'Close to not having anything to do with you' What does she mean by that?

'He's close to not having anything to do with me?' I repeated the question confused

'What I mean is that we can't keep hiding things from him anymore, you gotta tell him' she said

'And we're scared for y'all friendship' Faith said

'But how do I tell him, I'm scared' I whispered

'We'll be by your side one hundred percent' Jennifer said

'How if I'm staying her until I heal and he's in Los Angeles?' I asked

'You gon' get your ass up and visit him' Jennifer jumped up

'Y'all must be crazy' I looked at them as if something was wrong with them

'You the crazy one, how you going for two months not feeling guilty that you have to tell Pac that you pregnant?' Mary joked

Well........