The Aftermath

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I didn't want to keep you guys waiting but I'm going to jump from November to June since I've been stuck on writer's block for a bit. I had no clue what to write about and all I knew what to write was about what was going to happen in the future. Bare in mind you might see this a few times to some of the chapters, of not then your luck. I don't want I try and bore my readers, I want to get to the exciting parts of this story.

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June 1997:
Justine

This year has been a lot calmer, me and Tupac did move back to New York but we are not together. He is still there for me so that's all good. I am still grieving on Kadafi's death though and the fact that he won't be here to see me daughter be born in a couple of days time.

Yep, I'm having a daughter!
I swear I'm literally ready to pop!

I'm not sure if their beef has died down a bit but that's only because Pac has been out the spotlight a bit.

Sadly......wait what I mean about sadly? I'm happy him and Kidada broke up, he deserves so much better, not someone that don't wanna bring down his family and a bitch that can't respect his friends.

My health is getting better too, I still have a little bit of guilt left in me but at least it ain't as much as it was last year. It might sound weird to say but I agree with Pac, all the things that happen, I can't regret them because it's really helped who I am today.

I am scared about the fact about having this baby and I'm sure Pac is scared too but what new parent wouldn't. I remember last time I was saying how it would be the wrong time to have a child since his injuries and how I wasn't behaving right, but I really proved myself wrong and I have no hesitations about not being prepared for this little bundle of joy.

My baby going to have a play date......that's only if Pac cool with her being around Biggie's son.......

Faith had him in October and although the drama was all crazy and shit, I still managed to be by her side.

I invited all my girls to my place as I wanted to tell them the news. Its crazy how I managed to keep my mouth shut when I found out like two months ago. I actually wanted to find out the gender when I was actually having this baby but damn it was really eating me up and I just needed to know.

Not going to front, but I was actually thinking it was going to be a boy.....dunno why.

'Hmmm Girl you got that glow' Faith excited me

'It's probably Pac' Sira assumed

'We are just friends and it's going to stay that way' I said smiling

You see , although I want it to happen, it can't. The amount of times we argued and I kept on friend zoning him too many times. It's like Ginuwine, we got to know each other and we tried to hook up but it didn't work out, I was pregnant and we just seemed better of at friends and he totally accepted it. Pac being Pac, he probably try some things but it ain't happening. He needs a good women, like Keisha and I'm really not the women he would want to go for. He's like a fuck toy to me, I take him out, play with him then put him away again.

'Hmm whatever you say, that baby gon' bring the both of y'all together' Sira Said getting hype from the other girls

'Y'all can think that but that ain't gonna happen' I sat comfortably on the chair

'Anyways Girl you look like you're about to pop, when you supposed to have the baby?' Jennifer asked

'Anytime soon girl' I grabbed a plate of wings beside me

'Them damn wings man, this gon' be a boy, you wait' Mary laughed

'Actually, it's going to be a girl' I corrected her

Everyone literally just stopped and focused on me.

'Come again?' Mary out her hands behind her ear as if she didn't hear me

'She having a girl Mary, catch up' Faith slapped up side her head

'Girl don't be the next girl I put my hands on' Mary playfully threatened her

'You love me really' Faith hugged her to annoy her

'Er guys?.....' I stopped them from their nonsense 'Um yeah, I'm having a girl' I smiled

'She's going to be a real bitch man' Sira joked

'SIRA!' Alisha shouted at her

'What, the girl already like eating Pac's food, she gon' have his personality, ain't no one gon' mess with her'

'Hmm that baby better look like me because I can't deal with her having a possibility of having his personality and his looks' I said

Imagine......

'You thought of a name for her as yet?' Aisha asked

'Well.....not really' I said

I ain't really think of that, I was so caught up in taking care of myself, the baby and catching up with people I missed, the name thing was literally at the back of my head.

Better start getting some names down......

A/N if you don't know who Aisha and Alisha are, they are close friends with Sira and in a group with her as well called Dream.