Thank you for staying even though its just as a friend. And I'm sorry for whatever I did, I really don't know and maybe that's why you left, again I'm so sorry.
I know your only a friend now but and it may be hard for you to hear this but I love you and its not as a friend and you need to know that I'll always be here for you no matter what because I don't and won't walk away.
I'm sorry I'm always a nuisance. I must have made you feel trapped because I loved you. But thanks for staying with me because even though its as a friend it means the world to me because your all I have left.
I'm sorry I'm a screw up. And that you got hurt by whatever I did. And I'm sorry I don't know what I did. Just please don't leave me to. I can't lose you, not fully at least. I'll continue to say I'm sorry for whatever I did, even though I don't know what I did, I'm sorry. And I love you a lot, and I'm sorry if you hate me for that but that's how I feel.
No matter what I'm not leaving you, I can't and I won't. And even if we're just friends to you, I'm going to fight to get you back. I love you more then anything and I'm sorry if you hate me for that but I can't just let you walk away.
I said I would fight for you and I will. I'm sorry, don't hate me for this though because I can't just let the guy I love more then anything walk away. I'm sorry. Cures me for it but I love you, kill me for it but I love you, take my life and make it hell but I love you. I'm sorry I'm so shitty.
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Surviving | In The Life Of An Author
RandomJust my corner of the world were I can talk about life. Don't hate just appreciate that I can tell the world how I feel. - Started - February 25th, 2018 - Ended - August 8th, 2018
