Surviving | In The Life Of An Author

Suprised | Thoughts

   I never thought I'd have anyone by my side who actually cared for me but I have you and your the greatest thing in my life.

   I'm surprised that you've stayed when you could have someone better. Honestly I'm still ify about how long and I know that's wrong but its hard for me.

   I'm not special. I'm not pretty. I don't have a good personality. I'm a common find in the world and everyone and you know that because you must be blind if you don't.

   I'm glad your here with me. I want nothing more but for us to last forever or as long as we can. If I had to choose only one word to describe how I feel then I'd stay silent because staying silent has a bigger affect then saying anything.

   I know I'm still the girl no one likes, the one everyone only tolerates, the second pick girl and yeah that hurts because I want to be someone important to someone but even though I'm not I want to cherish every moment I have left with you because I don't know how long that is and I'd rather think about what I know I have right now then what I may not have in the future.

   I know I'm a ugly damaged imperfect girl but I love you and I want to be someone to you. And I'm going to continue to cherish you every moment of every day.