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My Songs | Originals For Me

   So this is the place where I will write songs for myself. They are all originals so please no stealing if you'd like to use one please message me about it.

Original - Everything, Nothing Fling

I'm not pretty,
I'm not worth a damn thing
Maybe I'm crazy
To think we were a happy thing.

But I can't walk away
There's no walking away.

I'll wait
And wait
Til I can't no more.

But I love you so that hope
Is a far fetched dream.

But I guess so is you and me
But that's something precious to me
You, me, us
That was my happy thing.

So I'll wait
And wait
For you and me
My happy thing.

You are my happy thing
And I am your nothing fling
Ain't I your nothing fling?
I tried to be your everything.

I'm so sorry I'm not pretty.

Or worth a damn thing
I was hoping you'd see me
And say I was your everything
Cause from the moment
I felt for you I knew what you were to me
My everything
While I'm just you nothing fling
Ain't I your nothing fling?

Original - Not Better

I'm not happy
I'm not better
I wish to hell
Someone kill me,
Make it better
Cause I'm not better.

I can't smile
I can't sing
I can't do a damn thing
Without this pain
In my heart
Following me around
Like a killer.

Please make it better
It needs to be better
Cause it hurts
To be this way.

Once forever
Now not together
Hurting lots
But saying whatever.

I wanted to be your forever
Then you walked away
So were not together
But that's the dream
To be yours forever
So I'll wait for you whenever.

May be stupid
But that's okay
When I say I love you
I want it to make your day.

And then you'll see
I'm the one
And I've been waiting
For you to come.