Surviving | In The Life Of An Author

Light (2) | Thoughts

   Last chapter I decided to finally come out and say my secret about me not being okay, well I'm fine with that as long as someone I know remembers me.

   I going to continue holding my light close to my heart. Although I don't how it feels about me I can't help but to hope that, maybe.

   Although my lights not mine its in my heart and there is no one who loves it more. I love you so much and I regret not showing you.

   My hope is to have you again even if we're an off an on thing because I love you my beautiful light more then anything. It kills me that I didn't show you just how important you are.

   I hope you still hold me in your heart but even if you don't I still love you and I'll always be here. I hope that what you said is true about me being the one because then maybe you will come back.

   I can't stop thinking about you my light. Our memories, our happy times, all of it. And of course you made all of that time wonderful and happy and of course I fell for you. And now I can't let you go.

   I don't care what you think because I love you more then anyone, maybe that hurts you to hear that but I do and that's why I'll wait even if you don't love you, I'll continue to.

   I'm sorry I'm a nuisance but I love you and I will fight for you, I just hope you still love me. I'll wait and fight and maybe you'll come back or realize just how much I love you, I just hope you still love me to.