Surviving | In The Life Of An Author

Happy Birthday | For Him

   Happy Birthday Jeff. I'm sorry I'm not there but I love you and this is for you. I didn't know what to do so I decided to write because its my way of life and how I show how I feel. Sorry if you don't like this.

   I'd go through anything for you. I'll never leave you, you'll have to be the one to leave but even then I'd wait again and again for you to come back, I just hope you wouldn't do that to me because yeah I'll stay and wait but I'll die with each time but I'd go through that for you, I've shown you I would.

   I want you to be my forever guy. I'd love you like you deserve, never leave, try to make you happy, and give you all that you want and need if you'd be my forever guy. This isn't just something I'm saying, its not a one of those in the moment kind of things, I really want you to be my forever guy because I love you that much and your the only one I want.

   I love you. Your more important to me then life. I love you with all my heart and even if sometimes I get hurt, I'd go through it constantly for you. Your a constant thought in my head, I always long for you to hold and kiss me, even your presence is wonderful to have even if we're just sitting there quietly.

   You are a sweet, loving, caring, funny, protective, hot, lovable, amazing boyfriend who I love more then anything. I'd give my life for yours. I'd trade my life so you could always be happy. I'd take all of your pain without hesitation. If you died I'd trade my life so you could have yours back.

   I promise that I love you and that I'm not leaving, that I'm here for you, that I'll try my best to always make you happy, that I'll try my hardest to be enough for you, that your the only one I love. I promise you all of those and I'll never change or break them.
  
                           My life's Just perfect with you
                                 Your Everything I want and need
             I'd trade my life For you to be happy 
I hope that I'm enough For you, alone

   Sorry this was so bad. I love you though, never ever doubt that. What's your birthday wish? I'm just curious and I'd like to know.

   Happy early birthday
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