So my mom said something to me while we were talking about my dad and my situation at his place. She said " You've always known what you've deserved and that's, better. Your smart and have always stepped up to do things that others won't do."
My mom is a smart, intelligent and insightful person who has made me realize I have always know that I deserve better. I'm ready for a change. I'm going to become what I should have been from the start and that's... Well I don't know but I'll get there.
Now when I say I know I deserve better I don't mean that about my ex and me no I mean like I should have been living the way I wanted from the start.
Happy and living for me and since this is the first step I'm taking since realizing that I do indeed deserve better in and from my life I'm going to say this, Jeff I love you and forgive me for feeling this way when you don't want it.
Also my new saying is going to be " My orchid is blooming." sorry I know its really really cringy but hey that's me. Shit just quoted a part of 'That's so Raven' from the intro lol.
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SonstigesJust my corner of the world were I can talk about life. Don't hate just appreciate that I can tell the world how I feel. - Started - February 25th, 2018 - Ended - August 8th, 2018
