Surviving | In The Life Of An Author

Fuck Up | Feelings Poem

I'm such a fuck up,
Why did I do this?
I'm losing the most important
Person to me
Because I said something that hurt
Him.

I'm sorry,
I want you to love me,
Be happy with me,
And believe me when I say
I do.

I'll do anything
I told you I wanted you forever
Its true,
Why would I fight
If I didn't feel this way for you?

You say these hurtful things,
Saying I'm lying,
That it's not true how I feel for you
Which hurts but I still haven't left,
Why would I do this if
I didn't truly love you?

I know in that poem I
Said something's but I included
That I loved and believed you
Why can't you see it?

Please I know I fucked up hard
And that I hurt you
And that we can never go back to
What we had
But I can't lose you.

When I said I loved you
I meant it,
When you said it back
Did you not mean it?
I'm fighting for you, 
Why won't you do the same?

I can't lose you,
Please
I'm trying to fix this.