I'm okay
No need to worry about me
I'm just scared.
I know you say you
Won't leave again
But I'm scared that any
And every girl will walk into
Your life
And you'll walk out of mine.
I've told you
How I feel about myself,
Worthless,
And you actually care
That's a second,
And that's why I'm so scared.
Because you could do better,
You deserve better
So there's no reason to stay with me
And you caring scares me
Because I know you care
And I've fallen so hard for you
That I'd give you anything
And everything
But from my experience
They always leave even when
I'm not that attached.
It hurts
And now that your all I want
It scares me so much that
I'll just fall apart
I'm already damaged
And I'd be fine breaking more
As long as I can smile
Because with a smile even a fake one
It could help someone else
But with how I feel for you
It scares the life out of me because
I never know what's going to happen
I don't want to be hurt again
Because if you leave
The damage would be to great
For me to smile
And repair myself.
But I promise you
I'm okay
No need to
Worry,
But please don't leave me.
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Surviving | In The Life Of An Author
CasualeJust my corner of the world were I can talk about life. Don't hate just appreciate that I can tell the world how I feel. - Started - February 25th, 2018 - Ended - August 8th, 2018
