Surviving | In The Life Of An Author

Does It Matter | Feelings Poem

Does it matter?
Who cares about me? ,
Who wants me in their life? ,
Who's going to miss me if I die?
Nobody.

That's exactly what I am
A nobody.

I am a person with a heart and emotions
But nothing to live for
Or anyone living for me.

Well not nothing
I have him and my mom,
But do they really need me in their lives?
Probably not.

Who would want me? ,
Need me?,
Not a soul and maybe that's why
It hurts so much
Knowing not a soul would care
If I died and left their lives.

Is that sad to say?,
Maybe but its true
Not a soul would care if a nobody
Like me was in their life or not.

Should I disappear
Or live as I already do
A shadow
Trying to hold on to someone
That could careless if I was
There or not.

But what if there was someone?,
Would it hurt them?
I wouldn't want to hurt them
But if they cared wouldn't I know then
Instead of trying to figure out if
I'm important
Or not.

Maybe there's a sliver of hope
For me
Maybe not.