Surviving | In The Life Of An Author

Not Enough | Feelings Poem

I'm nothing
I'm sorry
I wasn't enough,
That something's wrong with me
That I'll never be worth
Your time.

I wish I was worth it
But I feel like I'm not
I'm not pretty
Or funny
Or worth anything
But I wish I was
So you'd want me back
But I'm not,
I'm worth nothing
Not even your time.

I wish I was
That you thought
I was worth everything
But you left
So I'm clearly not
I just want you back.

You made me so happy
I could smile just looking at you,
Just being in your company
Made my day
Even if you weren't feeling good
And we just sat there
I didn't need anything but you to make me happy.

I thought I made you happy,
That when you looked at me
I could see that you loved me
I wish you never left,
I was so much better
And so were you.

Now I don't eat really,
Drink,
Or even sleep that much
Because I'm not happy
I can't fake being alright
Because I'm not
And your the only thing that made me
Better.

I just want it back.