Surviving | In The Life Of An Author

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   Yeah I'm not happy, I'm not better off or able to give someone a real smile but I want to be okay. I'll never be better off without you. So I'll still be waiting in hope that you'll come back but I'm going to try my best to get better.

   I'm not giving up on me and you but your taken so I need to at least pretend that I'm okay so you can be happy. Even if it kills me.

   Jeff I love you and I'll be waiting for you if you come back but I'm not okay without you, I just hope your happy. That's all I want, for you to be happy even if I'm not it. I love you and that's what I wish for you.

   If you need to talk I'll be here. If you need someone to just listen I'll be here. If you want someone to love you, I do every minute of the day. I'll be here even if your not mine I'll always be here for you.

   I'm changing myself so maybe with me pretending to be okay I'll get better with changing myself. The only thing that's not going to change is how I feel for you.

   I'm always here, even if your not mine. Even if you don't think anyone's there for you I'm here and I've never left so you can rely on me.

   I love you and I'm here but forgive me if I do something stupid, or just because I can't smile anymore.

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