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SpokenPoetry #16

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     「Hopeless guy」

You've said that you like me a lot,
You admire me so much,
But what's wrong with those words,
It's like a trap who caugh my heart.

I'm in the stage where I am just a newbie,
I don't know how and what should I do,
I feel like there's someone who can complete me,
A person who can't be mine.

She's so precious,
Her smiles always makes my day,
I think she is the one,
Who will complete everything in me.

But the person who I love the most,
Has a guy who she loves the most.
The feeling is so unexplainable,
And the emotions that I feel is not understandable.

I am so vulnerable,
I am so fragile,
I am so moron,
But even the hardest thing, I can still do it for her.

Now that she's full of sadness,
Crying at time-to-time,
I don't know what to do,
But to ease her pain and I, fuck myself.

It's very hard for her,
I can't help but to give an advice,
Not directly to her but to her heart,
Even If those advice hurts me too.

I can't even explain what's happening to me,
I just know that I am attached to her,
I can't keep my world sad,
I just can't.

The scars will fade away,
After seeing her with her precious smile,
But another scars will be there,
After seeing her happy becausewith another guy.

I am just a simple guy,
Who have been hurted a lot,
I'd rather hurt myself than seeing her sad,
Because... I am just a hopeless guy.