Kiyotaka Ishimaru x Self Doubting!Reader

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POV of Kiyotaka

I can't help but glance over at (Y/n) again, sitting by herself.. again. It bothers me so much to see her alone and silent.

She constantly calls herself 'fucked up', but never elaborates. She constantly has this look of sadness and regret on her face and I can't help but worry for her.. I will admit that I have a small crush on her.. she's a sweet girl. At least, that's what she looks like. She's quite cynical once you get to know her, in fact. That's what bothers me. She's self-deprecating and I can't tell why.. It's my job as the hall monitor to make sure this school is a healthy environment and I am going to help her!

I stand up from my seat and walk over to (Y/n), sitting down across from her. "Hello, (Y/n)," I say, smiling in a friendly manner. "Hey, Taka," she says quietly. "Is something wrong?" I ask boldly. "Nah.. you know me and my fucked up mind.." she says with a chuckle. "Alright.. Then, do you mind if I ask you a question?" I ask. She shakes her head carelessly, "Go ahead." "Why do you call yourself such depressing names?" She goes quiet, looking down. "I dunno.." she mumbles. "You can tell me. I'll keep it a secret," I state reassuringly. She thinks for a few seconds. "You promise you won't tell?" She asks. I nod my head boldly. She looks down at the table,

"I just feel.. useless compared to everyone else.. I feel like I'm doing the least amount of work, even though I'm trying really hard.. and sometimes I feel like a waste of space here.. like everybody could do better off without the Ultimate (Talent).." I stare at her, my expression softening. "(Y/n).. I had no idea.." I say softly. "Yeah, now you know why I didn't wanna tell anybody.." she mumbles. "Well.. you're not a waste of space," I state encouragingly, "You're doing your best in these trials and that's what matters. Everybody helps here, no matter how small the deed may be!"

She stares at me.. emotionally.. She places a closed fist over her mouth, staring off away from me. "(Y/n)?" I say, taking her hand, "Are you alright?" "Yeah.." she mumbles, smiling..

"I really needed that.."

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