Finding Me (URBAN)

Demands

Indigo's POV

The next morning I made sure I got up before Messiah's ass and on the way out of the door I stepped on his bullet proof vest and clothes from last night.

Oh, you about to tell me what you were doing nigga

I checked on the girls and got them up for the morning, fixed them breakfast, and told them to put their swim suits on and go swimming, but to wait at least 15 minutes.

I felt his ass walk into the kitchen when I was cleaning up after breakfast

"Morning baby. Where the food at? That shit you cooked yesterday was hittin"

His light skinned ass had the nerve to smile and try to pull me close to him by my hips

"Messiah, you missed breakfast. Kind of like how yo ass missed lunch AND dinner yesterday. Now move"

He sighed and rubbed his hands down his face

"Is this gonna turn into an argument ma?"

"Nah. Because you just gone sit there and listen to me. How dare you leave early in the fucking morning. I was left at this house with TWO kids Messiah, in a fucking state I know nothing about! I kept calling you and texting you to see where tf yo dumb ass was and when you finally answered you fed me some bullsh-"

"Indi, chill like fr"

"HELL NAH! I'm not about to chill! You said you'd be home and fed my ass an empty promise! The fuck where you doing Messiah? Wtf was so important that you needed a bullet proof vest, needed to fed me an empty promise, and so on! Tell me this!"

He just leaned against the counter and looked at me for a cool minute

"HEEEEEEEELLLLO!"

"Oh I was just checking to see if you were done. Now get ya ass over here"

This muthafucka thinks this shit is a game?

"Nigga no, I don't wanna be bothered by you. If you can't keep a simple ass promise such as getting home ON time and going out, then how tf am I suppose to wanna be with you?"

He sighed and grabbed my body then pulled me up against him

"Is that what this is about? Me not being able to take you out on a date because shit at work is hectic?"

I turned my head and folded my arms. Not about to look at this nigga and let him 'reason' with my ass.

He slipped his hands around my waist and locked them

"Mamas, answer me, because you're letting yo insecurities get the best of you right now. Me and the team had to handle some business. It wasn't with some non factor ass niggas so I made sure everyone had a bullet proof vest on. Just like I gotta protect Kam, I gotta protect my team too. And now I have you and Lala that I gotta protect. I know work came at a bad time, but I'm the nigga that everyone looks to when shit goes south, I had to handle it. I need you to get that through that thick ass head of yours."

I looked up at him and could tell he was being honest..

I guess he's right. My insecurities always get the best of me...

"I'm sorry..it's just that I hate empty promises because Desmo-"

"Before you speak that niggas name, know I'm not him. I'm Messiah. This whole situation is different from you being with him. I'm not gone do you like he did."

"I know you wont, but he use to cheat on me..and used work to cover it up. I don't wanna look dumb again Messiah."

He picked me up by my thighs and sat me on the island in the middle of the kitchen