Finding Me (URBAN)

Get My Head Right

Messiah's POV

"Nigga fuck yo ass doing here?" Anahi said as she stepped up behind me and smacked the dog shit out of the back of my head.

"Man tf is wrong with you?" I said as I rubbed my head

Nigga is trippin

I lifted the blunt to my lips again just as Anahi started speaking

"Indigo gets out today. In fact yo dumb ass hasn't went back to the hospital since the day she told you she was pregnant. Fuck is that shit about?"

I sighed and rubbed my hand down my face

Pregnant

"Nahi...I'm just stressed right now"

"And you don't think Indigo is? Her daughter is gone! The child she's been a mother to for the past couple of months is GONE too! And to top it off she's been laid up in the hospital for 3 days with YO baby inside of her! You ain't got shit to complain about Messiah."

At that exact moment Candice walked into my line of vision and smiled. She started walking towards me and sat on my lap when she reached her destination

Anahi looked at her. I looked at them both and chuckled.

"Look, Ion want no shit. I'm too high right now"

"Messiah stfu. And you bitch" Nahi pointed at Candice "what the hell has made you grow balls?"

"Anahi, mind your business" I said as I took another puff

"Nigga what? Mind my business?! NIGGA TAKE YO OWN FUCKING ADVICE AND WORRY ABOUT YO FAMILY OTHER THE THESE 2 CENT HOES THAT YOU EMPLOY!"

"Oh that bitch? Ain't nobody worried about her." Candice said as she smiled at me and stroked my curls

"Iight"

As soon as Nahi said that I felt the blunt being snatched from my hands and Candice was dragged off of my lap

"BITCH WHO TF YOU THINK YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT MY FAMILY LIKE THAT?!"

Anahi started whooping her ass and burning her with my blunt. Candice was kicking and screaming , tryna get loose. I just watched, too damn high to even move my legs.

"Aye, Nahi..you should probably stop" I said as she punched Candice dead in her nose, making blood splatter everywhere

Man, why does this shit happen to me

I slowly got up and pulled Anahi away from her. She was kicking and screaming. As y'all see, craziness runs in the family

"Messiah my nose!!! She fucking burnt me!! You just gone let this bitch do this to me"

"Candice I'm not superma-"

"BITCH DONT YOU EVER CALL INDIGO OUT OF HER NAME WHEN SHE NOR HERE TO DEFEND HERSELF! YOU GONE LEARN TO NOT DISRESPECT MY FAMILY, HOE! YOU AINT SHIT AND NEVER WAS SHIT UNTIL MESSIAH MADE YOU SO! STAY IN A HOE'S PLACE!" with that Nahi jerked away from me and turned to me

"Messiah I don't know what tf is going on with you, but you need to humble yo self. There are little girls that NEED you! Indigo needs you! My unborn niece or nephew needs you! You fucking disgust me! Don't even come back to the house, I got Indigo."

And then she walked away ...

I looked after her and sighed.

Y'all probably think I'm a bitch nigga, and I'm man enough to admit I'm acting like one right now. My girls are gone, I got a baby on the way, I cheated on my Indigo the same day the girls were kidnapped, Dante has been on the search for them more then I have. I sat down on the couch and sighed.