To the girl who loves him next. It's hard for me to think about you. Because you're holding my world in your hands. You're holding my heart practically. Please love him. Love him with everything you have. Please be kind to him. You'll hear about me eventually. The girl who broke him. And please when you do, don't say bad things about me, he won't like it. Agree with him on what he says about me. But go no further. Please don't be jealous when he says how much he loved me. I promise he will love you more. Please give him space when he needs it. And please always be honest with him. He won't ever lie to you. Don't lie to him. Tell him you love him. And tell him you're proud of him, even if he makes it seem like your words aren't a big deal, they are. He cares more than he shows. Please appreciate him. He's kind and caring and wonderful. Pet his head when he's loving on you. Rub his shoulders when he hugs you. Rub his back when he's tired, he loves massages. He loves to be touched. Hold his hand. Don't make him love on you all night, he can't sleep in that position very often. He needs to sleep on his stomach, so don't get upset when he leaves you from cuddling to go to sleep. He doesn't like talking on the phone very much so don't expect long phone calls. He doesn't like multiple texts at a time, it's overwhelming. Love him completely. He doesn't think he's worth it, but he is. He's worth the whole world. He is very loyal. He is not emotional, so don't expect words upon words. Watch what he does because everything is for someone else. Someone he loves. Don't get upset if he doesn't answer you right away. Don't get upset if he just listens and doesn't say much when you talk to him about what's wrong. I taught him to be fearful of his thoughts in regards to other people. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry if he doesn't trust you at first. That's the worst thing I did to him. Tell him what's on your mind. He is a wonderful listener. He lives his family more than he will admit. He is selfless and will do anything he can for them. And for you. Don't hate me too much, because if I hadn't fucked up so bad, you'd never have the pleasure of knowing him. Remind him he is good enough. Always make sure he knows that you only want him. I know he doesn't act like it but he is not very self assured. Reassure him constantly. Please love him like I wasn't able to. Please show him everything he deserves. Things will get hard. Like they usually do, stay with him. He is worth it. Stay with him for as long as he will try for you. He will do everything he can to be good for you, do the same. In 2024 in April. He might get distant. He might go on a trip to Washington. I'm sure he will tell you about it. I'm here to reassure you that I won't be there. I will not take him from you. I will not ruin what he has built for himself. I will not destroy his life for a third time. When he gets back, if he goes, huh him as tight as you can and tell him you love him. And that you are so happy to be with him. Tell him you're thankful that I wasn't there. Tell him how much he means to you. He likes to go to bed angry sometimes. And that's okay. He just needs time to think. He will always come back to talk to you about it and fix it. He is the most wonderful person you will ever meet. He is the world most perfect man. Please do everything you can to keep him. Listen to his music. Listen to how much he loves weird shit. Watch him when he walks around in a forest. Watch him while he watches movies. He's beautiful. He's mesmerizing. He has a beautiful mind and a beautiful soul. Don't ever take him for granted. Fuck love him as much as you possibly can. I'm so sorry for what I did to him. I would do anything to take it back. So don't ruin your chance with him. He's better than everyone else, no doubt. Please just fucking love him. Please don't hurt him. He deserves the world. He deserves the best. Please help him. Please care for him. Be nice to him. Don't call him names. Love him with fucking everything you have. Love him with kindness. Love him completely. Love him how he deserves. Please
