Day one down for the most part. I only thought about you the whole time. And checked my phone a million times. Only had 4 panic attacks thinking about who you're with. Who you're talking to. And now that day one is down... it only took you two days last time to have someone else. So. It shouldn't be long now should it. Maybe you already have a tinder. Maybe you're already bad mouthing me to your brother and friends. Maybe your brother is telling you fuck her.
I'm sorry I took the hopeless romantic out of you. Believe me that was my most favorite thing About you. You'll find someone who will bring it out of you again. I promise. I guess I'm glad you're not reading these. It means you're not thinking of me. That you're okay. And you deserve that. I can't believe you called me a waste of time. I can't even imagine how easy this is for you. I haven't even gotten up today. I'm still in bed. I just can't believe the things you say. It hurts. And those specific things make me want to move on as fast as possible. Because feeling like shit like this over you sucks so bad. Being a waste of time to you sucks so bad.
