My secret (part 2)

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2 days later...

Kaneki's P.O.V.

I've been sad ever since I broke up with Hide. He kept asking why, but I wouldn't respond to his texts or answered his calls. He may have given up by now. Which is what I wanted.

I was reading a book on the couch, when there was knocking at the door. I sighed before putting the book on the coffee table. Me being pregnant, I didn't want to get up but I have to anyway. I'm just lazy right now. I got up and walked to the door. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Hide.

"H-hey." I managed to stutter out.

"Kaneki, could we talk about this?" He said before I let out a shaky sigh.

"I do know me texting you about breaking up, was out of now where. I probably should of told you in person. But I wasn't lying when I said it had to do with me. It was nothing about you."

"Okay, but that still doesn't explain why you want to brake up."

"I don't want to, I have too. I'm just saving myself from the pain for later."

"Still, why? You're not telling me why. Does it have to do with you being trans?"

"In a way."

"Can I come inside? So, we're not standing where people can hear us." I nodded before letting him in. We sat on the couch and I started to feel very nervous. I also started to play with the sleeves of my hoodie. Hide noticed this and took my hand away from my sleeve to hold it.

"Can you tell me why you want break up, now that we're alone? I'm not mad at you. I just want to know." He said before I let go of his hand and started to play with my fingers. The room seemed to get hotter. I knew I had to tell him, but I was wanting to curl up into a little ball and never speck again.

"I-I... You're going to hate me if I tell you." I said.

"I'm not, Ken. Please tell me." I kept opening my mouth, but nothing came out. When I closed my mouth again, I just cried.

"I...j-just......I'm pregnant!" I eventually shouted out. I pulled my knees to my chest and hid my face in my knees. I didn't want look at him in the eye anymore, but I could tell he was surprised.

"What? But we never did anything like..."

"I was pregnant before we met. It's my ex's. This is the whole reason why we broke up. And why I tried to brake up with you before you found out." I said before he suddenly hugged me. He had his arms wrapped protectively around me and he nuzzled his nose in my hair. I couldn't help but feel loved in his embrace. I started to cry again as I wrapped my arms around one of his. He rubbed my back as I stopped crying. I pulled out of his hug and looked away.

"Kaneki, look at me." He said as he put his fingers under my chin and made me look at him. "I don't care that you're pregnant, I still think you're a great person. You're kind, you're sweet, and you're thoughtful. And I love you for that. So, please don't think other wise." I couldn't help but kiss him in that moment. I put my hands on his cheeks and pulled him into a kiss. He kissed back as he put his hands on my hips. When we pulled away, he leaned his forehead against mine and I put my fingers through his hair, while my hands were still on his cheeks.

"I love you too." I said before sniffing. Then I rested my head on his shoulder and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me on the head. We pulled out of the hug after a few minutes.

"Can I?" He asked. I nodded, knowing what he was going to ask. Like a little kid, he put his hand on my stomach. He smiled before I stoled a kiss from him.

A few weeks later, he moved in with me. We did think about me moving in with him, but his place is smaller then mine. He also thought taking me out of a place I'm used to while being pregnant wasn't that good of an idea. Touka helped us move him in. They only let me put some of his graphic novels and manga up because Touka knows my OCD for how books are organized. And I was starting to crash. Hide helped me to the bedroom and tucked me in bed. I slept while they finished unpacking and putting away his stuff. Hide did wake me up when Touka brought over food. I shamelessly ate the most, but they didn't care. And I feel asleep again, but I was laying my head on Hide's shoulder.

When I met Hide's parents, they were nice and kind to me. But when I told them I was pregnant, his mom was ready to kill her own son. Because she thought he got me pregnant before getting married. Hide hid behind me, because his mom was holding a frying pan ready to hit him on the head, as I explained everything. She calmed down when I got done explaining and Hide got to live another day.

My pregnancy was left down to sleeping, morning sickness, and eating. When I was a few months away from giving birth, we set up the baby's room. We didn't know the gender yet, I wanted to know after they were born. Although Hide was dying to know. Hide's dad is really good at building stuff. So, he made the crib and a rocking chair for me. I pretty much cried because of how emotional I was. And I gave his dad the best hug I could with my pregnant stomach. He hugged back and chuckled at me.

A couple months later, I was in the kitchen. And had made myself a glass of water. Then I started to feel a little pain and I set my glass on the kitchen counter. At first I thought it was the baby kicking, until water rushed down my legs and I was kneeling on the floor and clutching my stomach. I knew what was going on and I gathered all the energy I had to call Hide.

"HIDE!!!" I shouted as loud as I could. He came running out of the bathroom, he was taking a shower. He only had a towel around his waist and his hair was wet. He kneeled in front of me and saw why I called him. He helped me sit on the couch before going to our room to throw some cloths on and got the baby bag. Then he helped me to the car and drove me to the hospital.

Once the baby was born and cleaned up, the nurses let me hold her. She was wrapped in a small blanket and had a little hat on that was hiding her black hair. She was snuggled into my chest. I smiled and kissed her on the head. When she did eventually open her eyes, they were a purplish blue, like Ayato's. But she closed them again because of the light in her eyes. She held both of mine and Hide's fingers. Hide wanted to hold her, so I let him. He started tearing up as he held her in his arms. At that moment I could tell he was going to be a good father, definitely better then Ayato. We named her Amy.

When Amy turned three, Hide proposed to me. I said yes of course. And we got married a year and a half later. A few years later, when Amy was nine, we tried for another baby. We had a boy and named him Haise. He had black and white hair, that was like Hide's hair style. And my grey eyes. Amy got to hold him, and it was very cute.

And we became a happy family.

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