Hidekane one shots

My secret (part 1)

An AU where everyone is human. And Kaneki is transgender, again. I really like the idea of Kaneki being trans for some reason.

Kaneki's P.O.V.

I took a pregnancy test. I have been throwing up and been moody for the past two weeks. Almost ever since me and Ayato had sex. We've been dating for about two years, and he's okay with me being trans. I'm just waiting on what the test will say right now. And if I am pregnant, how will he react? He'll most likely be happy, I see how he is with Hinami.

The test did show those to red lines after a long time. I smiled and put a hand on my stomach. I did want to get pregnant, maybe not right now. But still wanted too. I had to tell Ayato, so I hid the test in my back pocket, got up, and walked out of the bathroom. Ayato was in the living room of my apartment and watching TV, well he is moving in. We're still getting some of his stuff in here. I went to sit next to him and he wrapped his arm around me. I leaned my head on his shoulder. Then he kissed me on the head.

"Are you okay? You were in the bathroom for awhile." He said.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I have to tell you something."

"What?"

"I'm pregnant." After I said that he gave he a look of disbelief. So, I took the test out of my back pocket and showed him. After a few seconds of him processing this, he chuckled a little. I was confused until he said this.

"Nice joke, Kaneki. You almost gave me a heart attack."

"I'm not joking. Th-this isn't a joke." I don't know if a mood swing was coming in or I was just became sad at what he said. But it hurt my feelings.

"Are you serious? You got to be fucking kidding me."

"I-I'm serious." Then he stood up and yelled at me. I stood up too. And it just become a serious of us just yelling at each other. He gave me the oppositions of keeping the baby and he leaves me or I abort the baby and he stays. I didn't want to kill a baby, but I also didn't want to loose him. He knew I wasn't going to get an abortion, so he just said we were over and slammed the front door as he walked out. As soon as he left, I fell to my knees, hid my face in my hands, and cried.

It was around 5:30 when there was a knock at the door. So, I got off the couch, where I had been crying for the past few hours, and opened the door.

"Hey, I heard about what happened." Touka said after I opened the door.

"Yeah..."

"Can I come in?" I nodded in response. I offered to make coffee, but she made me sit on the couch instead. She sat next to me and let me lay my head on her shoulder. She wrapped her arm around my shoulders and rested her chin on my head.

"Ayato told me everything that happened. And he didn't want me to see you."

"What did you say about it?"

"I told him 'fuck you, your now ex is pregnant. I'm going to check on him.' Do I have permission to murder my little brother by the way?"

"No, I hate him right now. But I don't want anyone dead."

"Can I yell at him and slap him till he passes out or realizes he's wrong?"

"Yeah, that sounds better."

"What are you going to do about the baby?"

"Have it and keep it."

"What are going to do about a second parent?"

"I'm not looking to date anyone right this moment. I'm pretty sure no one wants to date someone who's pregnant. So, I guess I can become a single parent."

"That's not a good idea."

"Why not? My mom raised me by herself."

"Yes, but she had your dad before you turned six. She didn't have to take care you alone when you were a baby because she had your dad at the time."

"I know but still people want someone they can have sex with. And not have to wait mouths and have a baby already before marriage. Let alone the baby not being theirs."

"There will be someone out there. Trust me."

Time skip~~

It's been two weeks and I have found someone. They're name is Hide. Touka pretty much made us go on a date after seeing how much we get along. We did go on a date, we didn't do anything crazy. We just went to a restaurant that was a little fancy, but not to much. I had to lie when it came to wine. I said I wasn't a drinker, but it's a lie. I did drink from time to time before getting pregnant. The whole evening was great. Hide also walked me to my apartment and I gave him a kiss on the cheek before going inside.

One morning I got horrible morning sickness, I couldn't stop vomiting that morning. When it did eventually stop, I laid back down in bed and called Hide to tell him I couldn't go to the festival we planed to go to. He came to my apartment and took care of me.

Tonight we had gone on another date, we ended up going to his apartment after. As soon as he opened the door and we got inside, I kissed him. He kissed back and put his hands on my waist. We went to his bedroom, while staying in the kiss. I laid on the bed and he hovered over me. I unbuttoned my shirt and he got to see my bander. He already knew I was trans. He took off his own shirt before attacking my neck in kisses. I moaned as he picked up my legs and started to rub my inner thighs. I also wrapped my arms around his neck and put a hand in his hair.

I loved how he was loving on me, being gentle but also a little rough. But I couldn't go through with it because of my pregnancy.

"St-stop..." I said barely above a whisper. He stopped, let go of my legs, and looked at me with concern and also a little confused.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, I just don't want to do this right now."

"Okay." He said before he got off me to let me sit up. I buttoned my shirt back up and he lead me to his front door. I kissed him before leaving.

A few days later, I realized he might not want to date me anymore when he finds out I'm pregnant. So, I thought I should get it over with now. I sent him a text that said,

Hey, I think we should brake up. I know this is out of the blue, but it has something to do with me. You probably deserve better. I'm sorry.

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