Hidekane one shots

Finding out the truth

An AU where Kaneki is born a natural born half ghoul.

Kaneki's P.O.V.

Me and Hide have been dating for almost a year, and I still haven't told him the truth. The truth being I'm a ghoul. Well, a half ghoul to be more accurate. If I tell him, he might leave me, tell the CCG about me, and they would kill me. I'm not sacred of being killed. Honestly I could care less about dying. What I'm really scared of is being alone again. I've been alone since I was a little kid. I had no family or friends.

I had my mom, but she died protecting me from the CCG. I was just a little kid when that happened. My mom was a ghoul and my dad was human. I don't know anything else about my further because he got killed by a ghoul when I was baby. I guess my mom and dad can be what humans and ghouls could be in the future. Getting along despite our differences.

And I guess that infuriated me because I fell in love with a human, Hide. He's the only human to make me feel like my heart is going to beat it's self out of my chest, my face feeling like it's on fire, and stutter a lot. I guess that what love feels like. With other humans I'm pretty neutral towards them.

I work at Anteiku and I got to be known by the CCG as 'the eye-patch'. And I'm SS ranked, so I'm pretty wanted. A lot of ghouls are scared of me because they know how strong I am. Most of them learned the hard way. But there are the few ghouls who try to out power me. And that happened tonight, I was over powered by Rize. She put a huge wound though my stomach. I was barely able to make it to mine and Hide's apartment without being noticed by anyone. Hide wasn't home yet, he was most likely at work or getting Big Girl for us. Which is good for me because I need time to heal.

I laid on our bed and wrapped my arms around my stomach, trying to stop the bleeding. But it was useless. I coughed up blood a few times. Why wouldn't this wound heal? I'm a half ghoul, I should be able to heal faster and better then a full blooded ghoul. Then again I haven't eaten in awhile and I have been eating human food everyday. Because I need to eat that trash so I seem human, especially around Hide. I need flesh right now, in order to heal.

"Kaneki, I'm back!" Hide said as he walked in the door. I heard him put down a plastic bag on a surface. "Kaneki?" He called my name as walked towards our room.

Shit shit shit shit shit. I repeated in my head. I can't do anything but lay here. I herd him gasp before he ran to me.

"Kaneki?! Oh my god, you're bleeding! I need to get you to a hos-" He was cut off mid sentence when I jumped up and pined him down. I was starting to lose myself to my hunger. I had my hands on his shoulders and he was looking up at me with wide eyes. I coughed up blood again. A few drops of my blood landed on him. I got off of him and hanged my head in shame, and let a few tears run down my face. I realized what I was doing and I felt guilty. Hide sat up and had a sad look on his face. I was trying to get ready for what he was going to say. And I would be alone again.

"Here." He said as he exposed his shoulder. I was already losing myself. Next thing I knew I jumped at him again and took a bite out of his shoulder. I tasted the sweet taste of blood on my tongue. Hide put one hand on my back and the other in my hair. I pulled away and looked at him. My hair covered my right eye, my human eye. Hide put a hand on my cheek and gave me one of his sweet smiles, the ones that can make my heart melt. I put a hand on his and smiled back.

We eventually got up and patched each other up with bandages. I ended up telling him everything, from my parents to my secret ghoul side. I almost broke down when I was telling him about my mom's death. I still remember her screams. He listened to everything. When I was done telling him everything, he hugged me and told me he'll love me no matter what.

I love him and he is my home.

I will kill anyone who hurts him.
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