"Do you have a crush on me?" He asks
"No.." I try to deny it.
"I think you do..." he says and he gets closer.
He is as close as we've never been before. I can smell his perfume. It smells so good. He touches my face and I can feel my heart beat ris...
It's been a few hours later Brittney is still here. I'm kind of offended that Shawn and Lucas just left. They ate like 3 minutes. They haven't even ate the dessert.. most of the time he talked to Brittney. The least he could do was to eat the dessert. I made it especially for him. Ugh.
We started to watch a movie but Brittney fell asleep like 10 minutes after we started to watch the movie. We watched divergent we used to watch it when we were younger all the time. It's Britt's favorite movie.. I wanted to ask her what she and Shawn were whispering about.. I don't know why I didn't ask her... and now she is asleep. Great.
Shawn texted me again. It feels weird having texts from him. We haven't talked in a while and now he is just texting me like we never stopped talking.. this is new to me but I can get used to it.
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What does he want to talk about... I'm gettin really nervous and excited!!!
I can't help myself but wonder... what does he want to talk about? I start to smile. He wants to talk to me.. and that makes me happy.
"What are you smiling about?" Brittny asks me with her eyes barley even open.
"Nothing..." I say. "Don't try to fool me. Just tell me is it Shawn?" She asks. Her eyes aren't even open. She is half asleep on the couch.
"What....?" I ask. "Oh my god it is Shawn.." she says "didn't you get over him yet?!" How can she tell it's him? She isn't even looking.
"What are you talking about?" I ask. "Since we were like 10 you had the hugest crush on him. We are fucking 18 now... why are you still crushing on him?!" She asks and she is so tired I can hear it on her voice.
"I never had a crush on him. And I'm sure as hell I don't have a crush on him now." I say.
"Yeah yeah" she says and she moves a bit. I think she fell asleep.. again.
ok.... whatever. I turn the TV off and go to my room, I take a blanket and I cover Brittney. I go back to my room and I just go to sleep. I'm tired.
In the morning I wake up I see Brittney on the couch still sleeping. I'm not surprised, she used to sleep a lot. Every sleepover we had she was the one to fall asleep first and the last one to wake up.
I make myself some coffee and I took a slice of the chocolate cake I made for Shawn that he didn't even know I made.
I sat down with my coffee and cake when Shawn walked out of Lucas's room with his black and white boxers. We don't have a guest room and Shawn was supposed to sleep on the couch, I mean.. I guess. but Brittney fell asleep on the couch.. so yeah, Shawn slept with Lucas, ok... that sounds weird but you get I mean.
"Good morning" he says. And he makes himself some coffee. And he sits next to me.
"Good morning" I say. I still can't believe he is here. We haven't talked in so long and now he is here drinking coffee And sitting next to me. In his black and white boxers.
"Do you want a slice of cake?" I ask.
"Uh... yeah Thanks " He says and I bring him a slice.
He takes a bite and he looks satisfied "holy shit this so good. Who made this? Is it the neighbor Lucas mentioned that is making you cakes all the time?" He asks.
"Uh.. no. I made it yesterday for dinner but you left before I could even offer you some" I say.
"Oh my god this is amazing." He says and yup, he finished the whole slice "you want more?" I ask.
He smiles at me and I know he wants more. I get up and I put him another slice..
"Oh.. I wanted to talk to you" He says eating from the cake and drinking a bit from his coffee.
"Yeah.." I say.
"Do you wanna go out tonight?" He asks. WAIT!!!!! What the fuck just happened??!
"Uh.. what?" I ask. I'm blushing like I never blushed before. I can't stop smiling and acting all weird and goofy "it's just, there is this party I wanted to go to and Lucas said he needs to stay home for something.. I don't really remember. Do you wanna come?" He asks.
"Wait? For real?" I ask. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. That's what he wanted to talk to me about? A party?! Count me in.
"Yeah it'll be fun. Right?" He asks "yeah totally" I say. Trying to be cool, totally about to faint. Just act normal... and stop looking at him like that.. I say to myself. oh my god I probably look like a Psychopath.
"Cool so we'll leave at like 8?" He says.
"Oh shit" I say "I have a shift today at the café from 6 to 10" I say. No no no no no. I want to go with Shawn holy shit. I can't believe I said that. I could of totally figure it out.
"Oh, so you know what? I'll pick you up from the café at 10 and we'll go straight to the party." He says. Wait really? Oh my god. I can't believe it. Today is going to be the best day ever.
"Yeah sounds perfect" I say.
"Cool." He says and he takes his coffee and he goes to Lucas's room.
