My brother's best friend

Chapter 24 - surprise...

I open the door letting Shawn in and he sits on my bed next to me. The door is still open.

"Are you ok?" He asks. "I'm fine. She is just sometimes so annoying" I say.

"What did she say about Brad?" He asks. "I don't want to talk about it." I say. I feel like this isn't even worthy of a conversation. "What was the surprise? you said you'll tell me." I ask existed.

"Uh...." He is blushing.. "I hope it's ok with you tho..." he smiles nervously.

"What? What is it?" I ask. "I talked to Lucas yesterday at the party.. and I thought about moving in with you guys" he says. My eyes go wide.... What did he just say?! Moving in? Here? I'm shocked. "Ok, maybe not.." he says and he stands up. Wait what? "wow, no no no Shawn, I mean.. it's just.. this is really shocking. I don't really know how to react to that.. and we don't really have a room for you" I say. Is this for real? Is Shawn going to move in with us? I can barley stop thinking about him when he is gone. So now he is going to be here all the time? I need a boyfriend.

"I'm not going to stay here forever. I mean, between tours and between recording and photo shoots I can stay here with you guys, of course I'll go visit my parents. I already did like almost every day since I got back.. but just you know.." he says. Ok... I have to admit. It is going to be so hard for me. Ok so maybe I do have feelings for Shawn. More than I would like to admit. But we can't be together for reasons I don't really know.. and now he is going to be here all the time?! Oh my god. If Lucas could have heard what i was thinking right now, he would Kill me.

"Look.." Shawn walks to the door and closes it walking back and sitting next to me."I know that it's a bit weird after everything that happened between us in the past like, 2 days.. but I think this is going to be good for us.. it will help us move on" he says. Well, I don't think so.. but whatever he says.. "Uh.. yeah ok.. maybe it would be for the best." I say. We both look at each other, I won't deny I want to kiss him. I don't know if he wants to kiss me too.. but I know what I want. And I know I can't get what I want.. I'm not going to be able to handle my feelings. I know that I will be tempted so many times and I will just need to get over him. But how? How does a person just get over someone? How do people do that?!

"So what do you say?" He asks. I really don't know. "Sounds good" I say. I completely lied to him. It doesn't sound good. It sounds like torture.

"Ok, so I'm gonna go do.. whatever" he says. And he walks out of my room. You see? It's already awkward. I look at my phone and I see that it's 6:45 and I'm not ready for work yet. I run to the shower and I change into my daily cloths and I run to work.

It's 7:05 when I got to the café.. I'm not that late.

"Hello" a guy says walking towards me, smiling. Hello? Who says hello in person? "Hello, how can I help you today?" I say nicely. "Can I have a tall americano with a cinnamon bun, please" He says smiling. "5.48" I say. He hands me over his card and he smiles.

"You know I thought about you.. I didn't know you work here, I thought you moved to some big city like L.A. or NYC" he says.. uh.. what? "Excuse me?" I say taking his card.

"Well, I don't know.. I just assumed you would move.. don't take it personally" he says. What the fuck is happening? How am I supposed to respond to that? Do we know each other that he is talking to me like that?

I return him His card and I smile at him even tho I have no idea who he is. I put him a cinnamon bun in the oven and I go to make him his coffee.. I hand him over the coffee with the Cinnamon bun that I took straight out of the oven and put in a bag..

"Have a good day" I say. "Thanks" he smiles. He starts to leave and than he turns around. "Can I help you? Did you forget something?" I ask. What does this stalker want from me?

"Yeah sorry, can I have your number?" He asks. "Excuse me?" What the fuck is going on.. yeah he looks good so what?