"Do you have a crush on me?" He asks
"No.." I try to deny it.
"I think you do..." he says and he gets closer.
He is as close as we've never been before. I can smell his perfume. It smells so good. He touches my face and I can feel my heart beat ris...
After I got dressed, I took the car and I drove over to Shawn. I barley remembered the way to his house, The last time I went there was like a year ago.
I found my way to it, and I didn't know what to do. To knock on the door? To call him? To text him? Oh thank god I reminded myself to text Lucas to tell him I went over to sleep at *Brittney's house*..
I texted Lucas that I'm not staying the night over and that I'll be back in the morning to say goodbye before he flys.
After a few minutes I decided to call Shawn. I had no idea what to do....
"Hey beautiful" Shawn answers the phone. I immediately blush. Wow, he called me beautiful.... Like, seriously? He thinks I'm beautiful..?
"Hi, so um.... I'm outside" I say. I have no idea what I'm supposed to say. "Oh ok, I'm coming" he says and he hangs up.
3 seconds later the front door opens and I see Shawn standing there, he looks so cute.
I can't believe I'm at his house. This is literally a dream coming true.
My old self would freak out. Who am I kidding? Me, right now is freaking out.
"Be Quiet" Shawn whispers as we go to his room.
Wow, his room is so small. I didn't remember his room being so small.... It's like the size of my room. He is famous, he should at least have a bigger room Than I have.
But I actually like it, it's cozy. He has a piano in it and a privet bathroom. It's really nice.
Shawn locks the door after I walk in and he immediately starts kissing me.
He pushes me to the wall as we are kissing.
It looked something like this:
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It's getting really hot, I have to admit.
"I'm sorry for acting so stupid today" he stops kissing me for a sec. our faces are still very close to each other.
"It's fine.." I say out of breath. "Just kiss me" I say taking his face and kissing him.
Shawn flips me and he pushes me to the bed. "No I mean it" he says on top of me. "I acted like a dick. And I'm sorry" he says.
"I forgive you." I say looking in his eyes while unbuckling his pants. "Oh you want some of this?" He says giggling. He starts kissing me as he takes his shirt off and slowly takes his pants off.
"I love you" He says stoping and just looking at me. "I love you too" I say smiling at him.
He starts kissing me slowly going to my neck and he starts taking my shirt off.
"Wait..." I say pushing him a bit and sitting down.
"Why did you come back to your parents?" I ask. "I mean, not that it's not ok you will be with your parents and your family." I add
"Lucas asked me to move out, he didn't want both of us to stay alone together. And it actually is a pretty good idea." He says. "That's What you think? That it's a good idea that you will move out?" I ask.
"I didn't mean it like that, it's just.. we barley started dating. And it's weird we are practically living together. I think it would be really good if I will be here, and whenever I want to come over I'll just come over." He says. "Same for you" he adds.
"Ok, but when Lucas gets back. You won't be able to just come over and stay the night.." I say. "Well, if you want to spend the night with me" He says smiling... "you are always welcomed here. And we will figure it out. Don't worry."
"Oh and I thought about something." He says. "What?" I ask. "Tomorrow, me and you are going out" he says. Wait what?
"What? Like a date?" I ask. "Yes. Our first date." He says. "Uh...." Is it weird we had sex before our first date? I never even thought about it.
I'm starting to get a bit nervous, to go on a date with Shawn? That just sounds insane. He will probably hate me after a date with him, I'm so awkward and embarrassing....
