Chapter 41 - oh no

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I woke up, really early in the morning, for no reason. I looked at the clock it's 6:12 am. Why did I wake up so damn early?

Suddenly I feel movement in the bed. At first I freaked out. I forgot Shawn was in bed with me. He was under the blanket so I didn't see him.

I look under the blanket and Shawn is only with his boxers on. He can't do that to me. He looks so good.

I move a little but than Shawn holds my hand and smiles, "good morning" He says with his eyes still closed but with a big smile on his face.

"Hey, good morning" I say. I get up of bed I go out of the room to see if Lucas is still asleep.

I open the door of my room and I see Lucas sitting in the kitchen drinking coffee. SHIT!

"Hey Shawn..." I go back to Shawn, after I closed the door to my room.

"Hey Shawn.." I say again trying to wake him up. "Mmm... someone is thirsty.." he says opening his eyes looking at me, still smiling and kissing me.

"No I'm not, thirsty.. or whatever. We have a problem." I say.

"What happened?" He still smiles. "What can possibly go wrong?" He looks happy.

"Lucas is in the kitchen" I say. "Ok..." he says with his eyes still closed. "You are supposed to sleep on the couch. Not here, he probably saw you weren't there" I say.

His eyes go wide open, "fuck" he says. He sits down in panic. "What are we going to do?" He asks.

"I don't know.." I say. I'm starting to freak out. What if Lucas comes in and— Lucas is knocking on my door. "Quick hide" I say to Shawn and he goes under the bed.

"Yeah?" I say opening the door. "Have you seen Shawn?" He asks. Oh shit. "No... why?" I can't believe I'm lying to him. "He is not here, I hav e no idea where he is. His phone is the living room but he isn't here... do you have any idea where he can be?" Lucas asks.

"Nope. No idea" I say. Ugh fucking shit. I can't believe Every word I'm saying to him is a lie. I feel horrible.

"Ok, maybe he went for a run or something... I'm going back to my room if you see him let me know.." he says. "Yup, ok" I say smiling, like an idiot.

I close the door and I start to panic, like really panic. "Hey wow, it's ok. Try to breath" he crawls out of underneath the bed putting his hand on my back sitting on the bed as I sit on the bed next to him. "I'll just go out to buy groceries or smothering and when I get back I'll say I forgot my phone, ok? Don't freak out" he says. "At 6 am?" I ask.

I'm starting to breath and I think I can handle this. It's not a real panic attack. I had panic attacks before, this was just, me being scared.

"Ok, so maybe not to buy groceries, but..." he tries to think where he could possibly go. I'm trying to think too, I have no idea.

"Maybe you could say you went to your parents house and you forgot your phone" I suggest. "No that's not believable enough, you can clearly see I slept there." He says. "Ok so what are we going to do? I knew this was a bad idea" I say and I start crying. "Hey babe... I mean B, don't cry" he says hugging me. Did he just call me babe? I can get used to that.

"I know what I'll do" he says and he gets up "Ok so I'll be back in 1 hour. Don't worry." He says. And he walks slowly out of my room with his boxers. My door is open and I can see him putting his cloths on, walking out of the house with his phone still on the table.

Where did he go?

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