See You Someday [ON-GOING]

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12.30.18 | SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA, MY LOVE! <3 *purple ocean*

Today's Teahyung's birthday so here's an update!

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destined

Atom's POV

"Don't you have plans to find a real girlfriend na?" My brother asked, more like teased me. Oh come on. I just gave him a bored look as answer. Dude for now I don't like this kind of conversation. Akala ko ba nag-aaral siya? He's sitting there reading whatever pero tinatanong niya ako to find a girlfriend.

"Daig mo pa sina Mommy sa pag-pressure sakin ah." I fixed my pillow.

"I honestly thought you and Carmela would end up with each other. Imagine, you told me years ago that you don't like it when a person's a drug addict but you actually liked her." He said nonchalantly. "Random thought, peace." My baby brother really sounds so sincere when he apologizes. Really.

"Uthought mo. How can you bring that up?" Kunwaring naiinis na tanong ko. "She's a paasa." I pouted. So what? I'm cute.

"Wow." Hindi makapaniwalang humarap sakin ang kapatid ko. I ignored him and continued writing my emails. "How can you call someone paasa when you have been like it for the past ten years?" He mocked.

I chuckled. "Umaasa sila tsong eh." My forehead creased as I listen to the song he's playing. It's an opm song which is not familiar to me. Pero yung artist parang kilala ko. December Avenue? Ewan. I used to hear them in college. "Since when did you listen to tagalog love songs?"

Air fucking smiled. "It's Cien's favorite."

Napailing na lang ako. Maghanap na rin kaya ako ng bata? Joke.

Honestly, hindi ko na naaalala si Carmela. Naaalala ko na lang siya kapag binabanggit ang pangalan niya.

I guess sometimes 'almost is enough'. Some people say almost is never enough. It's not true, peeps. Astorm says it's not true. We almost loved each other. It sucks to use the word almost, but all that happened, happened. I know I may have found ways to make us work as what I learned from Ivan but it was her who drifted apart from me. And, she went other ways. She's probably married now and I hope her son is healthy.

It was enough for me. We spent great times together and that made me happy. I'm still thankful for her. I'll find the one soon.

Someone please stop me I'm gonna kill Air. He fucking left me! Bakit ba hindi tumunog yung alarm ko?! 30 mins na kong late. May usapan kami ni Dr. Sanchez ngayon and it's important. Ngayon kailangan ko tuloy mag-commute.

At last a bus came. Ang hirap kumuha ng taxi. I tried Grab but it'll take long. Ang mahal mahal pa sumingil pambihira. Inunahan ko na yung mga babae na sasakay pa lang. Hindi na gentleman kung hindi basta kailangan ko nang sumakay. It's so annoying kapag nagmamadali. I didn't even get to brush my hair.

I'm busy sending a death threat to my brother but a girl nudged me when she sat beside me. Seriously? Kailangan niya ba kong siksikin?

I was about to glare at her when I saw a fat— a thick girl who I think is a spanish. She looks like one. Umisod ako ng kaunti just to breathe.

"Sorry." She apologized which surprised me a bit. Not because she's speaking in tagalog but because she's saying sorry.

"No, it's fine." I tried to sound nice. But it is nice, I'm sincere.