See You Someday [ON-GOING]

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Dedicated to my sissy, Lyca. Bakit ba daw nafa-fall out of love ang isang tao (may pinaghuhugutan siya HAHAHAHA)

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clueless

Astorm's POV

I know Conz would shout at me kapag nagsabi pa ko ulit sa kanya so I decided not to and I called my baby bro who I thought was a faithful guy as a mature young man he is but turns out, Air's a cheater.

I was supposed to have a session with the long haired girl whatever her name is but I saw a familiar girl wearing her lab uniform, drunk beside another drunk girl. And yep she is my brother's girlfriend.

May sumundo sa kaibigan ni Cien at naiwan kaming dalawa waiting for my great brother. Conz got sober na rin. Saglit lang dumating na si Air.

Air brought her here at the carpark and I'm eavesdropping— oof. Sorry but curiosity kills.

Fine I have seen a LOT of girls crying over me but not as hardcore as hurting them in a serious situation like this one. Flings lang naman yung sakin eh. Pure flirting. So hindi lang ako yung may mali. Just like in agreements, ang usapan ay usapan.

Conz faked a smile. "May gusto ka bang sabihin sakin? Baka naman pwede mo nang sabihin ngayon? Para di na ko magmukhang tanga?" She sarcastically asked him. Tinulak niya si Air nang mahina. "Paano mo nagawa sakin 'to, Air?"

"I-I'm sorry." And I've never seen my brother get this sad looking guilty. "I'm sorry."

"Nagsosorry ka kasi alam ko na? Paano pala kung di ko nalaman? Sana sinabi mo na lang sakin Air. Kung ayaw— kung ayaw mo na sakin. Handa akong tanggapin yun kahit mahirap, hindi yung pagmumukhain mo kong tanga na parang ok lang lahat. Ramdam ko naman eh. Na nawawala na. Kapag naga-I love you ako sa'yo wala kang sagot. Kapag hinahawakan ko kamay mo binibitawan mo. Lahat yun binalewala ko. Ngayon naman, nag-check in ka pa sa hotel kasama mo si Hana. Niloloko mo na pala ko. Hindi mo ba alam kung gano kasakit yon?!" Hindi na napigilan pa ni Cien na sumigaw. I can't blame her.

"Cien—"

"Wala lang ba ko sa'yo? Hindi mo na ko mahal diba? Diba?" There was silence. "Sabihin mo sakin Air! Sana iniwan mo na lang ako. Bago mo gawin yun." She faked a laugh. "Tiniis ko lahat ng pambabalewala mo Air. Kasi mahal na mahal kita! Akala ko problema lang yun lilipas din yun pero eto, nakarating na sakin yung breaking news. Ano bang nangyari satin? Ok naman tayo dati eh." Umiyak siya ulit covering her face. I looked at Air but he's not speaking.

"I'm really sorry—" Air walked closer to her but Cien pushed him.

"Puro sorry ka na lang, ganon? Kung sabagay, ano pa nga ba? As if you still want to be with me." She paused. "Hindi mo na nga ako mabigyan ng assurance. Air, ang sakit sakit. You've been making me feel worthless pero dinedma ko yun. Binuhos ko naman lahat ah wala na ngang natira sakin. Ang sakit isipin na hindi ako sapat para sa'yo— mas bumaba yung tingin ko sa sarili ko. Why would you settle for less nga naman. Bakit ba kasi ako nag-expect? Nangarap pa ko sinaktan ko lang sarili ko. Madali bang iwan ako?"

I NEVER thought Air would cheat. As in never. He's waaay better than I am.

"No! W-Walang kulang sa'yo Cien. Please don't blame yourself. Ako lang yung problema."