The next morning when I woke I noticed the bed was cold and empty. I opened my eyes to see lily was gone.. how strange?
I slowly got up and walked around the room to get ready assuming she was just down stairs. I noticed her running gear still in the closet and her phone still charging on the side so she couldn't have gone far.
I walked down the stairs looking around for her.
"Lily?" I called out. No reply..
She wasn't here.
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LILYS POVIt was 1am, I was cuddled into billies side enjoying our final moments together.
Recently over the last week Adam had been sending me texts and threats, saying if I didn't meet him he would harm billie and things like that. I couldn't risk her, so I agreed to meet him. It took a while but I managed to convince him to let me spend Christmas with her and then after that I would meet him somewhere.
I kissed her head and stroked her cheek before I slowly left the bed and heading out the front door to the house. To the local park and waited for Adam to show. Except he never came.. or at least I don't remember him coming.. all I remember is the world going black.
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My head throbbed as I opened my eyes and realised where I was.. my old bedroom.. I got up as my mind and brain swam threw the dizziness and thought to stay up right. It occurred to me the windows had bars on.. they weren't like that before... I tried the door.. locked.. I can only guess Adam had totally revamped the house with plans to keep me captive.
At that moment I heard the lock click as a key turned around inside it and bolted back to my bed.
The door opened and naked, a drunk and high looking Adam walked in.
"Good morning.." He said laughing as he spoke, his words where cold and harsh.
He walked over to me an evil smile on his lips as he forced me to lay down. I'm not going to lie I was scared.
He ripped my clothes off me, I tried to protest but he simply just punched me until I had no energy left to scream.
I cried as his dick entered me and his hand wrapped around my throat as he punched My face and slapped my thighs with his other hand.
He pulled out quickly and came all over my stomach.
"Listen to me. Your gonna do what I say, when I say it, or else you get beaten you got it babygirl?" He said tightening his grip on my throat.
I nodded as I tried to hold back the tears.
"Now you go take a shower and then put something on from that box to make daddy happy after your done you come find me you got it?." He said as he pulled me up by my hair and dragged me to the bathroom.
I took longer to shower then I normally would hoping to avoid Adam for as long as possible. Eventually the water ran cold and I had to get out.
I walked back to the room in just a towel and went over to the cardboard box to see what I could wear.
It was all lingerie.. tiny bits of clothing that barely covered the body. I choose the least revealing one, a black lace body suit. You could still see everything from my nipples to my pussy but at least my skin wasn't technically bare.
I walked back out the bedroom to go find Adam. He was sat on the sofa I walked over to him and watched as his eyes went wide.
"Damn.." He said. Wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me closer as he slide a hand between my thighs massaging my entrance, I didn't want to enjoy it but my body was horny from being touched and I began to moan and slowly he pulled me onto his lap as he made out with me.
I didn't like where this was going, but I didn't have the power to stop.
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BILLIES POVI didn't understand where she could possibly be.
Fin had woken up and I'd told him what had happened he told me not to panic and that she'd probably just gone for a walk. I tried to believe him but something just didn't feel right.I had spent the entire day walking around in circles and pacing, I wanted to go find her but I have no idea where she was I had no idea where I could even start looking.
I finally exhausted sat down on the sofa, covering myself in a blanket as I finally let my tears spill over the edge. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed until the tears couldn't come out anymore. Until eventually I fell asleep.
-LILYS POV
Adam eventually left me alone after I orgasmed 3 times. He'd given me the job of making him a grilled cheese.. I haven't cooked in months so whilst this should be easy I wasn't sure.. I could hear him jerking off from the kitchen.
I buttered up one side of the bread and put it in the pan to toast. I was cutting up cheese when the smoke alarm went off
"shit!!" I yelled as smoke filled the room, I grabbed the pan and threw it into the sink turning on the cold water.When I turned back around Adam was behind me.
"I'm sorry! I didn't mean too!" I pleaded but I could already see the cold hatred look in his eyes."This? After I just made you feel so good?" He scoffed.
Suddenly I was flying backwards and I collided with the oven door, shattering it.I reached my hand back to touch my shoulder that had just collided with the door, when I looked back at my hand it was covered in blood. I began to cry, I knew this was only the start of the abuse.
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Emotions // Billie Eilish - (on hold)
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