Emotions // Billie Eilish - (on hold)

Chapter Thirty-Three

It was the night before billie came home and I was sat in my room listening to bring me the horizon mother tongue threw some Bluetooth headphones that belong to billie it was 11:30pm billies flight wasn't until 10am but she'd be at the airport for 8am so she'd have to be awake around 7am.. yes I really went threw all that math to figure out when she'd be awake.

Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue

I don't know why but suddenly I started crying.

There was no reason for me to cry.. I didn't think I was sad but there I was crying.

I shifted threw my emotions and realised I just really fucking missed Billie.

I took an ugly selfie and sent it to billie with the caption "get your gay ass home. I miss you"

She replied within seconds.

I miss you too. Why you crying??

I miss you. Ugh you got me ugly crying bitch

I'm sorry! I love you. FaceTime me.

I'm too ugly right now.
Read 11:45pm

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Seconds of billie reading my text she FaceTimed me

"Hi beautiful." She smiled. She always looked pretty. It was effortless for her.

"Hey." I sniffled still trying to hold back my tears.

"Please don't cry! I'll be back in hours! Then im all yours!" She smirked causing me to laugh.

"What you gonna do with me first when you get back baby?" I asked. Returning the smirk.

"Anything you want." She laughed

"Shouldn't you be asleep?" I said as I dried my tears.

"It's ok I'll stay awake if you need me too I can sleep on the plane."

"No don't do that for me sleep." I said, I could see dark circles under her eyes. She looked shattered.

"It's fine. Hey! Are those my headphones?!" She raised an eye at me.

"Um.. no..." I said removing them and placing them on the side.

"I was looking for those all this time you stole them!"

"No! I found them in your bedside table!" I prodded

"Oh so you where snooping?" She Joked.

"Oh shut up." I laughed.

Eventually we ended up falling asleep still on FaceTime.

When I woke it was 5:45am and Billie was still asleep on FaceTime. I hung up, not wanting to disturb her and went back to sleep.

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paced by the door anxiously awaiting billies arrival.
I'd been pacing for the last hour, billies flight was due in at 2pm that meant she'd be here around 4pm.

Suddenly my ears pricked as I heard a car door shut.

I threw myself out the front door before it was even fully open.