Love Me, Kill You (LMKY)

Her Side

A/N: Ayooo! :D Hello po! Kumusta naman kayo? I would like to inform you po na may background story na yung characters ng kwentong 'to. Their background story can be found on The Rule of Destiny. I hope you would also like this story 'cause I'll do my best para hindi 'to maging boring. ^___^ Kung alam niyo lang kung gaano ako ka-excited na simulan itong kwentong 'to, naku matatawa na lang kayo! Hahaha! Anyway, please click the STAR (vote) as you read every chapter. It's not that exhausting naman po diba? Support! I labyoo guys! :) Advance THANK YOU for reading!

"Papa! No!!" I screamed as I saw him stabbing papa's heart. Maliit pa ako... I'm only 7 years old... Umiiyak ako habang nagtatago at sumisilip mula sa likod ng malaking sofa. He's a killer!

"Antonio! Tama na!! Parang-awa mo na, tama naaa!!" Sigaw ni mama habang pinipigilan niya yung Killer. Hindi niya kaya yung lalaking yun. Masyado siyang mahina para sagipin si papa... So am I...

"Mga manloloko kayo!! You fooled me, you b*tch!" Sinabunutan niya si mama. Umiiyak na lang ako habang nakatingin sa kanila. Nakahiga na lang si papa sa sahig and he's covered with his own blood...

"No! You insisted yourself to me! Alam mong--Oh my God! Roland!!" My mom griefs as she hugs papa... Hindi na gumagalaw si papa... He's...

"Papa... You killed papa..." I uttered painfully habang tinititigan ko nang masakit yung Killer... You killed papa... You killed him...  

Sumakit yung dibdib ko... Masyado pa siguro akong bata para maranasan 'to... Masyado pa akong walang alam... I don't understand why... Bakit niya pinatay si papa? Bakit walang pulis na dumating..? Yung ambulance..? Akala ko ba savior sila...? Bakit... Bakit hinayaan nilang patayin nung Killer si papa..? 

My chest is aching... Parang sinusuntok... I... I can't breathe... Masakit... Hindi ako...

"M-Ma...ma..." I reached out to her habang padapa na ako sa sahig... Help me...mama...

--------> 8 years later.... <----------

"One... Uhh... No." 

*Stare*

"Two... Hmmm. Nah-uh..."

*Stare*

"Next... Tsk tsk. No."

*Sigh*

"How boring..."

"Nika, pumili ka na ngayon. Kelangan mo nang pumili ngayon." Dad told me. 

"Dad, wala akong natitipuhan kahit kalahati ng isa sa kanila." I sighed. 

"Sige. Ten more minutes. Baka mamaya magbago isip mo." Sagot ni dad sabay sandal ulit sa upuan ng sasakyan.

I crossed my arms as I continued looking at the guys who are currently going out of the gate of the Integrated School. Maraming gwapo, oo... Pero walang nakakakuha ng atensiyon ko ni isa. Hindi talaga mapapalitan ng kahit na sino si Xander... It's been two years since he passed away. He's my ex-future husband. He promised na hindi niya ako iiwan but he did. Yung pang-iiwan pang wala nang balikan. How pathetic... I guess he can never be replaced--

Or not!

"Dad!" I exclaimed at napalingon si dad.

"Where?" 

"That guy!" Lumapit ako sa bintana ng kotse at itinuro ko yung lalaki. He resembles Xander a little bit.

"That one? Yung may black earrings sa left ear??" 

"Yup. Exactly."

"He does not look that nice but since you pointed him out, I guess I don't have a choice." Nagkibit-balikat si dad at sinenyasan na niya yung tauhan niyang kasama namin. 

Agad na lumabas yung tauhan niya para lapitan yung guy na itinuro ko. Tinanong yata niya yun but the guy looked annoyed while he was saying something. Tama si dad. He doesn't look nice. And maybe, he just isn't. Halata naman sa mukha niya. After their short convo, my chosen guy left with a can't-be-drawn face at yung tauhan naman ni dad, pumasok ng School.

"You think they'll provide him some information, dad?"

"They will. A NO would make them lose one supporter." Oo nga pala... Dad is one of those who are supporting the Integrated School. He gives financial support to the school and it's one hell of a big loss if tumigil sa pagsusupport si dad. 

More or less 30 minutes later, bumalik na yung tauhan ni papa.

"Positive, sir." Positive? May AIDS yata?! 

"Good. And his bio?" 

"NAME: Rexodus Orion Perri Detarro. AGE: Currently 16 years old..." I listened while the man read the guy's biodata... He's less than a year older than me. I'm 15. I know na where he lives, who his siblings and parents are. Good information. 

"Affirmative. He may not be that easy to deal with but at least you know something...about your new fiance." Dad announced.

NEW FIANCE... Hmm. Maganda pakinggan. A new guy will be welcomed again. Pero masakit. My EX FIANCE will be replaced now... I hope these heartaches will end soon.

        Virenika B. de Ayala. B for Baniaga. Yeah, that's my name. It was supposed to be Veronica but sabi ni mama it's common so they changed the spelling. Dad calls me Nika. Masyado daw kasing mahaba name ko. I am 15 years old now (as I said earlier). Home study lang ako because of my heart complication. 

        Dilated Cardiomyopathy. A heart defect. I inherited that from my mother who died last 3 years. Masuwerte pa nga si mama kasi 37 na siya nung namatay siya. But me? Pfffff.... Hahaha... Sabi ni tito Doctor... Hindi na ako aabot ng 18 years old. I don't know the exact time or year kung kelan ko makakapiling sina mama but I'm fully prepared. Kaya nga ineenjoy ko na yung nalalabi kong oras dito sa mundo. Titiisin ko yung kasamaan at kahirapan at lahat dito sa earth. Malapit ko na rin namang makita yung paraisong matagal ko nang gustong mapuntahan. Hehehe.

        That's also the reason why may fiance na'ko kahit ganito pa lang edad ko. Well, the NEW one is kind of sudden and unofficial pa kasi makikipag-negotiate pa si dad sa kanya and his parents. The OLD one was the official one. He was Alexander Gallego. WAS, because he's with mama now. :D Galing nga eh. Gusto siguro niya si mama kasi one year after namatay si mama, he died too. Haha... Ang saya-saya. *Sigh* Cancer naman bumanat kay Xander. Malungkot lang kasi...he was an insensitive guy at sobrang stubborn talaga pero he changed for me. Sobrang sweet niya sa'kin and wherever I go, kahit bukang-liwayway pa yun pupuntahan at sasamahan niya ako. Kahit guluhin ko siya habang natutulog siya, hindi siya napipikon. Well, sa'kin lang siya ganun. Sa iba, cruel siya. I loved him very much and he showed me how he loved me also. It was so hard accepting his death--too hard na muntik na rin akong sumunod sa kanya. I had an attack and I was critical. But sadly--or not--I survived and here I am, still alive and now, I have my new fiance.

        Hindi ko alam kung kelan ako mamamatay. Hindi ko alam kung magiging masaya ba ako sa new fiance ko. Hindi ko alam kung papayag siya. Hindi ko alam kung ikakasal pa ba ako. And hindi ko alam kung magkakaanak pa ba ako. Less than 3 years--hopefully, baka umabot pa ako nang 1 or 2 years above--kaya ko pa kayang maging married and then give birth to a child with that TANING and with this condition? *Sigh* It's up to...Rexodus ba name nun? Whoever he is, sa kanya nakadepende ang lahat...