23(Miu)

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I hate him so much! The fact that he is the ex-boyfriend of my bestfriend.

Finally the plane landed on the runway.

Bakit ba kasi nilunod ko ng alak ang sarili ko kagabi kaya tuloy may hangover pa ako. I hate it of all the people bakit siya pa talaga ang nakatabi ko. Nakakahiya nakatulog pa naman ako sa shoulder niya pero buti nga sa kanya, nasukahan ko siya.
Dapat lang sa kanya yun because he is a jerk plus ganti ko na rin yun sa ginawa niya sa bestfriend ko.

Well, I'm not a bad person except lang sa kanya. Russel John pangalan pa lang pang-jerk na. Actually wala naman talaga siyang ginawang masama sa akin but then again kumukulo lang talaga ang dugo ko sa lalaki na yon.

"I hope I won't go bumping in you anymore." Nauna na akong bumaba sa kanya sa eroplano.

"Yabang mo!" He shouted.

Sana man lang bago ako bumalik sa NY naayos namin ang tampuhan namin ni Jeffer. Actually I missed him.

(Flashback)
"Hey!" He looks to my direction.
I don't know if he is happy to see me.
I hugged him tight.
"I miss you." I said.
Hindi siya kumibo parang may iniisip siya.
"Really you miss me." He smile slight.
"I'm sorry, hindi ako nakapunta sa birthday mo."
Actually I received a text galing sa mommy ni Jeffer may kung anu-ano siyang sinabi sa text na dapat na raw kami maghiwalay ni Jeffer dahil hindi kami para sa isa't-isa na may nakalaan na raw sa boyfriend ko na karapatdapat na pakasalan niya.

"It's okay alam ko naman na busy ka."
Somethings bothering him I can sense it.

Alam ko na hindi ako gusto ng mommy ni Jeffer dahil may iba siyang gusto para sa anak niya. She keep sending me a picture of a girl na sinasabi niya na pakakasalan raw ng anak niya. Seriously? Sa malamang gawa-gawa lang yun ng mommy niya para layuan ko si Jeffer. I don't believe her bullshit! Nung nalaman ng mommy niya na pauwi ako nung birthday ni Jeffer and I was planning to surprise him tila ako pa yata ang nasurprise dahil ang mommy ni Jeffer ang sumundo sa akin sa airport. Seriously? Is she keeping an eye on me.
"Do you want to get your gift?" I'm being horny. Actually the gift is myself. (That chochoo thing.)
He stares me. Hindi siya kumikibo.
"What's the matter? Ayaw mo ba na makuha ang regalo mo?" I cupped his face.
"Miu we need to break-up." He is trying to hold his tears.
"What?!" Is he pulling a prank on me?
Tinanggal niya ang mga kamay ko sa mukha niya.
"Are you joking? Isn't funny." I don't know what to feel.
"Miu we need to break-up."  He repeated.
"Why? Dahil ba sa long distance relationship natin? Nagsasawa ka na ba?" My tears stream down to my face. Alam kung hate ni Jeffer na makita akong umiiyak baka magbago ang isipan niya at hindi niya ako matiis. Inilayo niya ang tingin sa akin.
"I just don't love you anymore." He look straight into my eyes.
"Tell me your joking right?!" Hindi ko gustong paniwalaan ang mga sinasabi niya in my heart parang nagsisinungaling lang siya.
"You heard it right! I just dont love you anymore. In the future I hope I won't bumping into you anymore but if we do so, let's just act like we don't know each other." He stood up and walks away.
Naiwan ako sa restaurant na umiiyak.  

(End of flashback)

Nagtatampo lang siya sa akin. Maaayos rin namin 'to but for now he needs space. I thought.
I let go a heavy sighed.

I was exhausted of all the drinking sa breakups namin ni Jeffer dumagdag pa ang walang hiya na si Russel John na sumira ng araw ko at flight.

Pagkapasok ko sa apartment ko hindi na ako umabot pa sa bedroom dahil nakahandusay na ako sa couch. Who cares this is my apartment.

I saw Jeffer waiting in the altar.
Happiness is evident to his face.
I was smiling while walking in the aisle. Finally we will be together forever.
"What are you doing here?" The smile in his face fade.
"I'm your bride I'm supposed to be here."
The coldness of his gaze bring shiver to my spine.
"No. You are not the bride."
"What?!" I froze.
"She is the bride." His index finger pointed to my left side. I turned my gaze to the woman that wears also a wedding gown like mine. I can't see her face clearly because it's cover with a veil. I was so confused right now because the bride was two.
"Who are you?"
"I hate to break to you darling but I'm the bride and this is our wedding." She smirked.
"No, can't be." I can't stop my tears from falling.
"You heard it right Miu, this is our wedding."

Nagising na lang ako na umiiyak.
"It's just a dream, its just a bad dream." I wipe my tears.
Suddenly I remembered Jeffer said.
"I just don't love you anymore." His voice kept ringing in my head.
I try to call him but he is not picking his phone.
I don't believe that he doesn't love me anymore more or less he is lying about it maybe there's a big reason kung bakit niya gusto makipaghiwalay sa akin. May kinalaman kaya ang mommy niya sa breakups namin ni Jeffer.
Bigla kung naalala may practice pa pala akong dapat puntahan.

Even in the practice I can't concentrate. I alway think of him.
Why did he have to break it so hard to me? Why can't he give me a valid reason? I was still in love with him that I feel so broken right now.
"Miu, concentrate. You can't do properly your piroutte, how can you mastered it if you don't concentrate." Ms. Eleanor said she is our ballet instructor.
My toes are hurting and also my heart. I'm confused and angry at the situation. I can't handle anymore stress.
"Sorry I can't do it." I'm totally drained right now.
"May I excuse." I walked out.

I need someone to talk to right now.
If Prey knew what happened to us with Jeffer malamang kinukulit na ako niya para maayos namin ang problema na ito. Why Jeffer can't give me a valid reason sa breakups namin.
Siya lang ang nagdecide na magbreak kami pero ako hindi ko kayang bitawan siya lalo na hindi ko alam ang reason kung bakit siya nagkakaganito. I was staring to my phone figuring kung sino ang tatawagan ko. I can't disturbed DP dahil nasa vacation ito kasama ni LJ.
Gusto ko rin naman na maging totally happy na ang bestfriend ko. Sana nga lang si LJ ang sagot para maging masaya muli si DP at ang magiging baby niya rito.

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