One Night Surprise

43(Yara)

"Yara if you don't want to see me like this help me to love you because right now I feel like I was dying without Miu." It keeps ringing in my head.
How am I supposed to get mad at you Jeffer if you are always honest to me.
He always sincere of what he wants to say.
I was in the lobby of LiCorp ng hindi inaasahang may mabangga ako.
"Sorry I was not paying attention."
May nahulog na folder kaya agad ko inabot sa lalaki.
"Its okay kasalanan ko rin masyado akong nagmamadali hindi kita napansin." Sabi nung lalaki.
He stares in my face.
"What are you looking at?"
The guy just smiled more widely.
He must be crazy I thought.
"You look weird." He said.
"Weird?" Is he trying to insult me.
"Not weird but you look beautiful, I mean you look familiar." Agad binawi ng lalaki ang sinabi niya sa akin.
"Okay, I have to go." Feeling ang weird nung lalaki kaya iniwanan ko na siya. Sa tingin ko sa bihis niya at tindig mukhang may pupuntahan siyang interview. He wears a suit and I think he is one of the applicants.
Is he following me? Kaya nagmadali akong pumasok ng elevator tapos sumakay rin siya. Kaming dalawa lang ang tao sa elevator.
"Miss hindi ako masamang tao." He clarify himself.
Bakit ang tagal naman yata umakyat ng elevator. I feel weird about this guy.
"Isa ka rin ba sa mga applicants?" He asked.
"Hindi."
"So? Are you working here?" Sunod na tanong niya masyado naman yata siyang madaldal.
"Yes."
"You know what?! I can see my self to you.You look (he pause) nervous." He smirked.
Jeez I look nervous because your a weird guy.
When the elevator open nagmadali na akong umalis.

I was in my table trying to figure out kung anong gagawin ko. I was checking my phone kung nagtext o tumawag ba si Jeffer pero wala. I feel sorry for him dahil alam ko he still love his ex but he choose me over her.
"You're such a pathetic Yara."
Ang utak ko ay punong-puno ng pangamba and now I lost focus in my work. I was a fool I know at the end ako pa rin ang masasaktan. Why? Why I always tortured myself.
Actually I don't have any trust in marriage but deep down, I pray that I could meet someone who is able to be together with me ups and downs and love our kids till the last of our breath.
Ang hirap pa lang ma'engaged sa lalaking may mahal na iba. I was so confused about Jeffer kung tama ba na ipaglaban ko siya o susuko na lang.
He wants me to help him how to love me, but how? The truth is, its so hard to get one step closer to him. Yung feeling ko ang lapit namin sa isa't-isa pero kahit anong pilit ko makalapit sa kanya ay hindi ko pa rin siya mahawakan.

Pinuntahan ko ang office ni Jeffer ipapaalam ko sa kanya ang plano ni daddy ng announcement ng engagement namin. Ayoko rin naman na magulat siya.
"Dad is planning the announcement of the engagement."
"Okay."
"Okay?"
He smile and hold my hands trying to reassured me na okay lang talaga siya sa gagawing announcement.
"Jeffer we can still fix this."
"What do you mean Yara?"
"I can still backout if you want."
Ayaw ko na makadagdag sa sakit na nararamdaman ni Jeffer kaya ako na ang magpaparaya.
"You know what Yara if happens na ikaw ang nauna kung makilala hindi si Miu malamang ikaw ang minahal ko." Kaya ang hirap kang pakawalan Jeffer because you're such a sweet guy.
My heart feels joy dahil kahit papaano nagkaroon pa rin ako ng chance sa kanya.
I cupped his face.
"What I like you the most is, you are a genuine person Jeffer."
"Yara wala na tayong magagawa its our fate to be together."
"I'm sorry if you will be marrying a person you don't love."
"Have you eaten lunch?" He change the topic.
"Nope."
He grabs his coat.
"Let's go?"
I nod.
After we ate lunch ay bumalik na ako sa LiCorp while si Jeffer bumalik na rin ng office niya.

Hindi ko inabutan yung elevator dahil kasasara lang but I take a glance sa mga taong nakasakay dito when I saw a familiar face.
Hindi ako nagkakamali she look like Jeffer's ex-girlfriend.
Ano naman kaya ang ginagawa niya sa LiCorp? Hindi ba niya alam na sa LiCorp ako nagtatrabaho? Baka may pinuntahan lang siyang kakilala niya.
My mind is clouded with questions I feel awkward kung magkakaharap kami and I don't want it.

"Yara, here take a look." Inilapag ni Cindy yung copy ng magazine sa table ko.
I saw the cover model and its Jeffer.
"The magazine is finally out." Cindy added.
For me the cover is perfect at bumagay rin ang suot ni Jeffer.
"You can give that copy to Mr.Jeffer."
Tapos umalis na si Cindy.
I can't wait to show Jeffer the magazine I hope na matutuwa siya.