One Night Surprise

39(Jeffer)

Why she suddenly show up. Bakit Miu? Bakit nagpakita ka pa? I saw her then I push her away. I was so stupid I keep hurting her. Sana hindi ka na umuwi Miu sana nasa NY ka na lang namalagi. I keep pretending that I was okay without you but still I need to pretend that I don't need you Miu.
My heart keeps fighting over my mind. Kung alam mo lang Miu kung gaano ako nahihirapan sa tuwing hindi kita nakikita pero kailangan ko na lumayo sayo Miu I need to save my dad's company at ang pagpapakasal lang kay Yara ang solution para magawa ko yun.

I was in my room locking myself.
Hindi ako pumasok sa office nagkunwari rin ako kay mommy na may lagnat ako.
I feel like I was in a deep hole.
I want to hug Miu and kiss her pero hindi ko magawa.
"Stupid!" I throw my pillow.
I heard a knock in my door.
"Jeffer its me Yara."
I pretend that I was sleeping I don't want to see her ang gusto ko lang mapag-isa bakit pa kasi siya pumunta.
Then I heard the twist of my doorknob alam ko pumasok na siya ng kwarto ko.
"Are you okay Jeffer sabi kasi ng mommy mo may lagnat ka raw kaya nag-alala ako." Nakaupo si Yara sa gilid ng bed ko.
"I don't want to see you now Yara."
Nakahiga ako at nakatalikod sa kanya.
"Sorry if I interrupted you yesterday hindi ko kasi alam na may kausap ka."
I know she's sorry sa nasaksihan niya kahapon na kasama ko si Miu but still I was so mad not with Yara but the situation.
"You can go now Yara I don't need you."
"Magpagaling ka Jeffer."
"Alis!"
Tapos lumabas na si Yara ng kwarto ko.
I want to shout pero hindi ko magawa. Napalingon ako sa sidetable.
May bowl ng porridge sa sidetable.
Wala naman yan kanina siguro si Yara ang  naglagay.
Hindi ba niya alam na hindi ako kumakain ng porridge.
Pumunta ako sa kitchen para kumuha ng beer tapos nakasalubong ko yung kasambahay namin nakita niya ako na may bitbit na beer.
"Sir bawal po sa inyo uminom niyan kung umiinom po kayo ng gamot sa lagnat."
"Its fine."
I don't need to pretend na may lagnat ako sa harapan ng kasambahay namin wala rin naman siyang magagawa kung ipapairal ko katigasan ng ulo ko.
"Pero sir magagalit po ang mommy niyo kung hindi ko kayo pinigilan."
"I'm fine wala akong lagnat."
"Talaga ho? Paano yung porridge na niluto ni maam Yara kinain niyo po ba yun?"
"Si Yara nagluto ng porridge?"
"Opo sir kaya huwag muna kayo uminom niyang beer kainin niyo muna yung porridge para magkalaman ang tiyan niyo."
"Manang bakit niyo pinaluto si Yara ng porridge alam niyo naman na hindi ako kumakain niyan."
"Siya po kasing mapilit kasi raw yun lang kaya niyang lutuin sinabi ko na nga sa kanya na hindi kayo kumakain ng porridge."
Pumunta ako sa kwarto ko kinuha ko yung bowl tapos bumalik ako sa kitchen binigay ko sa kasambahay namin.
"Kainin mo yan."
"Sir para po yan sainyo."
"Sige na manang kainin niyo yan pinaghirapan yan lutuin ng babaeng makulit."
Then I was in my room again.
Biglang nagtext si Yara saying how sorry she was at kung kinain ko ba raw yung porridge hindi ko siya nireplyan.
Kinabukasan I need to go to the office kasi may pipirmahan pa ako na mga papers. As usual I was loading my work para lang huwag sumagi sa isipan ko si Miu. I checked my watch and it was lunchtime pero hindi ako nakaramdam ng gutom. Biglang pumasok si Cristy sa office ko.
"Sir nandyan po si maam Miu."
"Huwag mo siyang papasukin."
I need to conceal my feelings to Miu at kailangan ko siya itaboy dahil alam ko ito lang ang paraan para magmove on na siya sa akin.
My secretary remained standing and still confused alam niya kasi na girlfriend ko si Miu kaya naguguluhan siya kung bakit ayaw ko papasukin si Miu.
"Do you hear me Cristy paalisin mo na siya."
"Yes po sir."
Bakit pumunta pa siya sa office sa ginagawa ni Miu lalo ko lang siyang masasaktan.
Biglang tumunog phone ko dahil nagtext si mommy balak niyang puntahan ako sa office dahil gusto niyang sabay kaming kumain ng lunch. Biglang sumagi sa isipan ko na bawal makita ni mommy si Miu dahil aawayin lang niya ito.
Nagmadali akong lumabas ng office at nakita ko nga si Miu na kausap ni Cristy.
"Jeffer please mag-usap muna tayo." Pagsusumamo ni Miu.
"Come here." Hinawakan ko ang mga kamay niya tapos sumakay kami ng elevator.
"Hindi ka dapat maabutan ni mommy dito Miu."
"Jeffer I don't care kung makita ako ng mommy mo basta mag-usap tayo."
Nasa Parking lot kami.
"Get in the car."
"Talk." I said.
"Why?" She question me.
"Miu you don't understand kailangan ko gawin ito."
"Then explain para maintindihan ko Jeffer."
"Kailangan ko pakasalan si Yara to save the company."
"Yara? Sino ba siya?"
"She's the daughter of the owner of LiCorp soon our company will be merging Miu at bago mangyari yun kailangan muna namin magpakasal ni Yara."
I can see the hurt flickering in her eyes.
"But you don't love her Jeffer."
"I need Yara for the company soon maybe matututunan ko rin siyang mahalin."
Miu hard slapped my face.
"How dare you to get engaged I sacrificed all for you Jeffer to get you back tapos ito lang yung dahilan kung bakit hindi tayo pwedeng magsama because of your company."
"Miu hindi ko pwedeng pabayaan ang pinaghirapan ni daddy hindi ko pwedeng baliwalain ang company."
She slapped me again my head tilted.
"Go on slap me as many times as you want kung ang pagsampal lang sa pagmumukha ko ang makapagagaan ng sakit dyan sa puso mo go on!"
"I want you back Jeffer." I feel like my heart crashed seeing Miu begging for me.
"I can't Miu!"
"I'm such a stupid to sacrificed all for you Jeffer."
"What do you mean Miu?"
"I don't think you deserved to know Jeffer I hope that you save your company."
I hold her hand maybe I was wrong hindi ko pa pala kayang mawala siya.
"Miu." I want to kiss her.
"I guess you choose your path Jeffer and I think I need to let go of your hand for you to be successful."
"Miu, wait!"
I was alone in the car I feel like I need to get her back but I can't.
Sometimes I wish na sana hindi na lang ako ang nalagay sa situation na ganito.
Pabalik na ako sa office ko nang sumalubong si Cristy sa akin.
"Sir nasa loob po ng office niyo ang mommy niyo at kasama niya po si Yara."
"You can take your lunch Cristy."
"Yes sir."
Pumasok na ako ng office.
"Jeffer where have you been?"
"Mom why is she here?"
"Si Yara? I invited her Jeffer gusto ko kasing makilala ko pa ng mabuti si Yara."
"You don't want me to be here?" Yara asked.
"Don't mind him Yara." My mom interrupt.
"Jeffer don't be mean to Yara." My mom warned me.

We we're at the restaurant then after we ate lunch nauna na si mommy umalis.
"Are you mad at me Jeffer?"
I feel like the more I see Yara the more it reminds me of how I hurt Miu.
"Yara do you love me?"
I saw her face turns red.
"Do you love me?"
"What are you talking about Jeffer? Why are you asking me that question."
"Yara are you feel mad if I said I'm still in inloved with my ex."
"I'm sorry Jeffer."
Yara keep saying sorry.
"Kaya nga tinatanong kita Yara kung mahal mo ba ako."
"What if I say yes."
"Yara if you don't want to see me like this help me to love you because right now I feel like I was dying without Miu."