Shattered Heart

Chapter 03

Hindi lang naman 'yon ang unang beses na nakita ko itong may kahalikang ibang babae, kumbaga, hindi na ako bago dito ngunit bakit hindi ko pa rin maiwasang hindi masaktan sa tuwing nasasaksihan ko ang gan'ong scenario?

Madaming nali-link sa kanya na babae noon pa man, but no one can comes close. Hanggang doon lang naman 'yon.

Diordè never admit that he has a special girl in his life. Wala akong naririnig about that, as in wala talaga.

Napahikab ako habang nasa byahe kami patungo kela Mommy and Daddy upang bumisita.

There's a mini celebration. Nagtataka lang ako for what about this all about. Middle of the year ang celebration ng Fortugues clan, tapos ngayon end of the year nagkakaroon?

It's also because Cassi's home. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit biglaan siyang umiwi. Luckily I still have time to bought a gift for her.

Nilingon ko si Diordè na nasa tabi ko. He's just driving and there's earphone both of his ear.

Even his side profile looks so good. How can he be so handsome in that way sir?

Pasimple akong ngumiti sa kawalan dahil sa ganda ng view ko. How can he manage to be this handsome on his serious face? Ang daya ng mundo.

Bumaling ako sa labas ng bintana at doon ko na lang pinukaw ang buo kong atensyon, baka kasi hindi ako makapagpigil at matitigan na lang ang mukha niya.

I would love that but it can't be. He's near yet far to reach. Is that possible pala na even we can reach people by hour hands but we can't reach them by our hearts?

Diordè is like a moon, there's a lot of star shining brightly but the moon stand out among of them. My moon that brighten up the dark night.

Hindi din nagtagal ang byahe at nakarating din kami agad. Mabuti naman dahil mabigat ang loob ko, hindi ko kasi maiwasan isipin kung ano ang ginawa nila kagabi or it's just a plain kiss at ako lang ang nag-iisip ng kung anu-ano?

Hindi ako halos nakatulog dahil sa kakaisip, iniyak ko lahat ng sakit. Again, I just cried to sleep.

Mabuti nga't hindi niya pinuna ang pamamaga ng mga mata ko ngayon e or wala talaga siyang pakialam?

Aray naman.

Pero hindi ko naman siya masisi, I just can't tell it directly through his eyes. Hindi ko masabi na sinasaktan na niya ako dahil gaya ng sabi ko ay natatakot ako. I just love him too much until it hurts even more.

Sabay kaming bumaba ng kotse. Mukhang nagkakasayahan na sila sa loob dahil ang lakas ng party sound nila d'on.

Hindi na ako nagtaka nang makita sila Dad. Looks like they're waiting for us talaga.

"Jaxon, 'hijo!" Salubong ni Dad dito "Come on, I want to discuss some things to you." he said then tapped his shoulder and lead him a way somewhere.

Naiwan kami ni Mommy, nakasunod ang tingin ko sa dalawa na mukhang masayang nagke-kwentuhan. It's more like father and son bonding?

I just couldn't help but to smile. The two man of my life is talking happily in my sight is making me happy too.

"You look happy." Saad ni Mommy sa tabi ko. I looked at her.

"A little bit." Sambit ko pa. I kissed her cheeks then smiled again.

"I hope you're doing fine, how is it being a wife?" Tanong nito.

"Hindi mo naman sinabi Mommy na ang hirap pala maging asawa." I jokingly said. "Masaya naman, kaso minsan nakakapagod." Hindi ko sinandyang mag-double meaning ang sinabi ko.