Shattered Heart

Chapter 18

Okay naman na sa mga susunod pang mga araw. Diordè's with me everytime, from buying grocery stuck, art supplies and when I'm sketching.

He's just there, watching me.

Like what he promised to me, he treated me better. He became super caring and touchy to me that sometimes it made my heart jump. It feels like I'm still dreaming.

But one thing isn't sure. His feelings for me.

Ano na nga ba ang nararamdaman niya sa akin? Did he realized how much I love or did he found out about Sullie's cheating on him?

He just told that he would treat me better but never said he will going to loves me. Magkaiba ang bagay na 'yon, I clearly know that tho.

All I can do for now is to be contented on what we are. Atleast, kahit paano ay may improvement na sa pagitan naming dalawa.

Hindi ko alam kung dapat na ba akong matuwa dahil sa pakikitungo niya sa akin or dapat akong matakot dahil baka masanay ako sa bagay na hindi naman permanente?

It's quite refreshing for me to feel that there's no more awkwardness in each of us anymore. Nakikisabay narin siya sa mga biro at jokes ko dito, pansin ko lang na pikon talaga siya.

Super pikon, promise.

Mom and Dad are still in Canada for a business gathering. Mom said thier trip was extended because they want personal space, wow. Hindi na ako tumanggi, I guess they badly need this.

May nag-doorbell sa labas, I wiped my hands using the towel attached on the fridge, I just ended washing the plates.

"Coming!" Nakangisi kong saad, maybe it was Diordè.

Pero ba't ang aga niya namang umuwi ngayon?

But I was surprised when I saw Tita Lauren and Tito Jayden instead of Diordè. I kept my smile as I opened the gate widely to give them a way.

"Come in po," Magalang kong saad.

Minuwestra ko ang sala.

I run to the sala, I opened the centralize aircon para hindi sila mainitan masyado dahil mainit talaga. Mabuti na lang at nakapaglinis na ako kanina, bigla tuloy akong nahiya nang makitang may suot pa pala akong apron.

Nag-bake kasi ako ng cookies and cakes tapos nagluto narin ng pagkain. Then I ate and washed the dishes too, mabuti at nakapaglinis naman ako kanina.

I hurriedly ran towards the kitchen to prepare a snacks for them. Nagtimpla na lang ako ng juice and I grabbed the cookie I bake, I think this will do?

Pagdating ko r'on, I saw how Tita Lauren brow raised. She's more on observing my house but when she saw me coming, she sat properly.

Binaba ko ang tray na dala ko na may lamang snacks. Ngumiti pa ako.

"Where's Jaxon?" Tita Lauren asked me. I'm a bit stunned on the voice she used but I still manage to smile.

Napalunok ako sa kaba, maybe Diordè got that attitude to his mother, they somehow ressembled. The expression and aura, malayo kay Tito Jayden na pala-ngiti at magaan sa pakiramdam.