Storm In The Middle Of Summer

Chapter 10

John Thomas Ignacio POV

There are two things that I hate to waste. First money. Second my time. I don't do gamble. I don't like things that is not sure. I'm a business man after all. I want everything realistic. I don't like myths, theories and hypothesis. I want the fact itself. They said investment is a gamble. No it's not. You are a businessman you should know if that investment is worth it. Then if it's now then don't waste your time and money for it. Don't build a business if you're not sure if it's gonna work. Don't waste your time with your unprofessional employee. Don't waste your money to your useless business partner. Again don't waste your money and time for something that is no use to you and something that is not sure.  But I saw her. I saw this small and soft girl. She's too small that I feel like I can easily lift him up and throw in my bed. But nothing is sure with her. I'm not sure that even if I gave all my money and time she will end up with me.

I first saw her in one of my boring nights. Inimbita ako ng pinsan kong si Elias na magclub kasama ang iba pa naming kaibigan. Malapit nang manganak ang asawa niya sa kanilang pangalawang anak kaya baka ito na ang huli niyang night out sa mga susunod na buwan. Sumama ako kahit hindi ko naman talaga gusto. Pakisama lang. He's my only cousin and my best friend too. He's five years older than me. We grow up together and he's like a older brother.

I'm on my twenty five. Napatunayan kong nakakasawa din pala mambabae at magnight out. Tama na ako sa paminsan-minsang paglabas kasama ang tropa. Hindi ko maalala kung kailan ako huling nangbabae. Ilang taon na rin. Nakakasawa din pala. Kapag may lumalapit sa aking babae halos mandiri ako. I can't even remember my first time with a girl. I don't know. Girls just flock on me. Gusto ko man o hindi. Hindi ako nakaranas manligaw dahil sila ang nauunang lumapit. Sinasabayan ko lang sila at sa huli sa kama ang punta. Hindi ako nag-uulit ng babae. Why? Cause they get attached. And that's the worse. They became clingy, possessive and hysterical. That's a waste of time and energy. Pero kahit isang beses ko lang gamitin ang babae o kahit wala naman talagang nangyari sa amin naa-attached padin sila sa akin. Iyun din siguro ang dahilan kung bakit nanawa na lang din ako. Hustle!

Si Elias na siyang nagyaya ay nauna ng umuwi. Tumakas. Naiwan ako kasama ng iba naming mga lalaking kaibigan. Abala sila lahat sa mga babae nila. Kagaya ng madalas pinagkakaguluhan na naman ang mesa namin. Nakahanap ako ng paraan para makatakas duon. Pumunta ako sa counter kjng saan mas payapa. Umorder ako ng alak. Ito na lang yata ang hindi ko pinagsasawaan. Then I saw her. She's with two girls. I think her friends. She's probably in her late teens or younger. I found myself watching her. I don't know why. I feel like there's something in her. Maybe her boring eyes caught me. I saw lot of different people that is bored but not as bored as her. And she's damn to young to be bored in this big world. I keep watching her until she was left alone by her friends. I'm not drunk but her every move is in a slow motion in my eyes. Her black hair is very long. Her tan is perfect. She has this cute Filipina nose. Her eyes are black paired with her long lashes. And my favorite her plump pink lips. I want to taste it.

What? After three years I want a woman? She's not even my usual type. She's look really plain but I can't get off my eyes from her. I feel like if I can't get her tonight I would regret it for a lifetime.

So, I made my move. Lumapit ako sa kaniya. Mabilis ang pangyayari. And I never been turn on like this. Epekto ba ito ng hindi pamababae sa loob ng tatlong taon o sadyang may kakaiba lang sa babaeng ito? Habang mas tumatagal ang hawak ko sa kaniya mas lalo kong nararamdaman na gustong-gusto ko pa. She can satisfied me easily but I want more. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko. Para akong gutom na gutom. Hindi ako makapag-antay pero gusto ko dahan-dahanin. Gusto kong namnamin lahat ng kaniya. Pero nuong nalaman kong first time niya napahinto ako. I'm never been a gentleman when it come to this. Pero nuong nalaman ko ito Hindi ko na matuloy ang gusto ko. May nararamdaman akong mali. Gusto ko man pero hindi dapat. Kaya tinigil ko. I end up cuddling with her. And I can't believe it I still love it too. Having sex is better than this. I don't do cuddle because it made girls attached but there's really something with this girl. She's so soft, small and warm. I can't help but to wish for more.