Maybe this time

40

5 years later.

Dionne's

Strolling around  in Adamson again.

It has been my habbit for 5 years now yung bababa at maglalakad lang sa Adamson early in the morning.

Minsan pag sobrang stress na ako I'll sneak in here in a late night just to walk around.

I don't know it somehow calms my nerve.

I keep on coming back here everyday, just to walk around, looking for something that has never been there.

5years?

I had a 5 years full of memories.

4 times finals appearance,
Had two championship in my 3rd and 4th year, Me and my twin revived the old rivalry, the battle of birds.

3 times silang nag champion kasama na yung last year.

Then the Wong Era is finally over.

I did not use my last playing year kasi nagkasakit si Mama and she needs to quit as a coach.

Everything is well na ngayon, Mama is healthy na ulit.

I'm working with my Dada, she's currently my mentor.

While Dani is into modelling and she currently a commentator in a pro league, she's pursuing her volleyball career din.

Ako?

Hindi muna, I stop playing muna focusing on our business.

My younger brother is in high school na, sobrang bilis nang panahon.

Parang kailan lang magcocollege palang ako now graduate na ako and working.

Adulting hit me hard.

Need to be serious about life, wala na yung pa easy easy na Dionne, wala na yung puro kalokohan na Dionne.

Need to be serious with my life now cause my parents are not getting younger anymore.

I'm the man of the family now, need to take care of my parents and siblings.
I feel like there are my responsibility now.

Lovelife?

After Cass, I dated Christiana 2 years din kami nagdate, but things are not meant to happen, it didn't work out. We are so close to each other that I don't feel like I'm inlove with her, parang nagkaroon lang ako ng best friend. I'm glad where good friend parin, balita ko she's currently dating someone, good for her.

I not thinking of going to a relationship muna, parang something inside me is missing that I'm not capable of loving someone.

Feels like my own heart has been missing for 5 years now.

Cassie?

To be honest I don't know where she is now.
Wala na akong balita sakanya mula ng umalis siya.
I'm just praying that everything is fine with her life now.

With or Without me I'm praying for her happiness.

Alam ko marami siyang problema at sana sa limang taon na yun nahanap niya na ang mga kasagutan sa mga problema niya.

I don't know if she's coming back or if I will able to see her again.

But all I want is for her to be happy with whatever it is that she's doing with her life now.

Nagpasya na akong umuwi sa bahay.

Naabutan ko doon si Dani at Ice.

They been together for the last 3years and I'm happy for them.