Bandmate ||Ricky Garcia||

《s i x t y - f o u r》

((I bet y'all love the beautiful edits lmao))

Audrey's POV

I was always okay with how I looked. The shape of my body wasn't curvy or with a big butt nor breast. I have a pretty slim body with the lack of junk in the right places, and that's what always made me self conscious. I don't think about it much but then moments like these I remember just how small my chest is. How less attractive it makes me. Ricky would never stare at me like that. 

''C'mon fishes time for food!'' Emery yells and we all start to gather around the picnic table near the grill. On one side of the table sits Jos, Hadley, Jon and me, and the rest on the other side. 

''Okay who cooked this?'' Ricky says picking up the meat from his plate.

''What's wrong with it?'' Liam protests from the other side of the table.

''It's burned. Who let you cook again?'' 

''Just suck it up and eat it.'' Liam says passing around the condiments and salad. 

''We should go for a swim after this.'' Nyla recommends and I give Ricky a quick glance. He hasn't tried speaking to me since I walked away, which disappointed me. We agreed on the swim and started to eat in silence when Jos nudged me in my ribs. 

''Are you okay?'' She whispers but it catches Jon's attention to is sitting beside me. 

I nod, ''I'm fine.'' I smile at her but she shakes her head. 

''Something happened. You look depressed and you've been poking at the bun for the past 2 minutes. As soon as she said that I looked out at the hamburger bun that was starting to crumble.  

''I'll tell you once we're done, okay.'' The others started to have a conversation with Hadley and asking her about any strange occurrences that have happened in the lake. During the whole lunch Jos seemed to have thrown out everything we told her out the window. She kept asking Jon if he wanted seconds or 'casually' trying to bug in his conversations with the guys. 

So much for being chill and cool about the whole situation. 

Our lunch ended and everyone who didn't have their swimsuit ran inside to change. I waited till Hadley finished and left before telling Jos of what Ricky had said about Nyla's breasts.  

''Well she does have pretty nice knockers. You think she's a C or D cup?'' Jos stares at the sky and puckers her lip. 

''Yeah they are nice, but still, he shouldn't be staring. Makes me feel like I'm not even there.'' I pout and start to look for my swimsuit. When Jos and I were packing we thought it was for the beach but I guess a lake works. 

''I see what you mean but you can't control where his eyes wander,'' She pulled out her swimsuit and stares at it for a few seconds. ''Actually, I never said anything to Alex for staring at other girls, because I thought he can stare as long as he doesn't touch. Now, look where I am, single after years of dating him trying to get a man that is light years out of my league. I'm sure I'm going to die alone and I'm only going to have you and-''

''Jos okay stop. Alex was an idiot, you should've dumped him the moment he called you cupcake.'' 

She looked offended, ''I happen to like it when he called me cupcake, I thought it was cute. Anyways besides my sad life, you should probably do something to make Ricky stare at you and not at Nyla's beautiful boobs.'' 

I point at my chest, ''These don't exactly scream attention.''

''Yes you don't have much, but that's when all you're other assets come in.'' She smiles and carelessly takes off her shirt and turns her back to me to get her bikini top on.