I've been sitting inside of the airport for about 2 hours now. I had 6 missed calls from Jack and 3 missed calls from Jack J. Suddenly, my phone vibrated with a text.
Jack J: Where are you? We're all looking for you.
Paige: I'm fine. I'm going home.
Jack J: Why?!
Paige: Ask Jack who he was on the phone with.
Jack J: He won't tell me.
I shut my phone off in anger and got up to go get something to eat. I walked over to subway and ordered myself a sandwich. I ate alone in the little food court and went back over to the chairs when I was finished.
An hour passed. My phone was still off. I was thinking about Jack and why he'd do something like that. Why he'd just lie like that.
I closed my eyes and started falling asleep.
"Paige." I heard Jack. I jumped up and looked next to me.
"Get the hell way from me." I stood up.
"I don't know how to explain myself. The only thing I know is that I'll end ties with Lexi. You know I love you. You're the only girl I love, I want you and I need you. Please."
I gave him a disgusted look. "If you loved me so much, you wouldn't be on the phone with her. You wouldn't be going behind my back doing that. I don't want to talk to you ever again. Go. Away."
"Paige. I'm begging you. I need you."
I rolled my eyes. "I don't even want you anymore."
Jack's POV
My heart sunk. I needed her and she didn't even want me. I wanted to say a million things and apologize a hundred times, but I couldn't bring myself to. Calling Lexi was such a mistake. She was just some stupid booty call. And Paige didn't see it that way.
I bit my lip.
"Don't do this." I shook my head.
She laughed. "Right. I'm hurting you."
"Listen, she's just some dumb booty call. I don't want her. I shouldn't have called her. It was a big mistake and if I could take it back, I would. I love you. I want you on this tour with me, I want to be there for you. I- I don't know what else to say. Please, please forgive me."
She looked at me in the eyes. "You've done enough." She sat back down.
My heart was racing. I felt like there was nothing I could do to bring her back to me. Stupid. Why am I so stupid?
I started walking away. I swallowed hard.
Paige's POV
I watched as he walked away. His fists were clenched. My heart was in my stomach and I wanted nothing more but to hug him. But I couldn't. Not after hearing that phone call.
My whole world was walking away from me. And it's what I wanted.
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Be My First - A Jack Gilinsky Fanfiction
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